feelin like crap.

i had a really great day ytd havin buffet and going for mother's day shoppin with lun which i was so gonna blog about....

but i woke up feelin like crap so im not gonna. prolly another day. sorry lun ): u can have the honours okie...

so the highlights of the first half of today:

1. i have the worst sore throat ever and im feelin weak from the meds.
2. i feel like the world had just fallen on me.

stupid. am i THAT dispensable. so ure gonna treat me like rubbish . ahhhhhhh fine. u're the world's biggest ass. and im the world's biggest idiot. why do i always choose to be the latter when i can be the former. i dun even know why im still trying after all this time. PISSED OFF. and dissapointed at the same time.

gahhhh. so this is what death feels like. i need my strepsils. i need my sleep.