Thursday, April 1, 2010

the ugly truth

somehow, i really dont like it when people criticise me. or rather, say things about me that isnt entirely a criticism, but could be considered quite embarrassing.

why do people like to do that to others all the time?

of course, like any other, i say mean things about others too. but i believe that i only do that for people who really deserve it. like say, rissy low. i dont think anyone would disagree that all the unpleasant things targeted at her are as a result of her own actions. directly. i really dont badmouth people alot u know.... haha.

so why are people saying stuff like that about me, and sometimes to me in my face (which by the way, is getting abit fat lately lol)? maybe it is all true.... maybe i am really like that. but so what? what warrants you the right to say such a thing. what have i ever done to you all?

really sick of this shit. okay whatever this may make me seem like im a petty or uptight person who cant take a "joke". but really, why do you wanna shake another person's confidence like that. like take for example, why would u wanna tell an ugly person that you feel that he/she is ugly? it's not like that person had gotten into your way or anything right. it's not like they can help how they look like. so shut up about it already.

and of all people, YOU. what the fuck. who the heck are you to say things like that about me. first of all i already dont like you, which i think is pretty obvious judging from the cold replies i give to you all the time. i detest having to face you every single day. my respect for you is non existent, the lack of shame in you is appalling. who on earth takes advantage of other people's hospitality like that, to this extent? and we cant say anything coz i am very sure it will get ugly.

hai i duno. im not feeling so good today.