Don't Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel that I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real, Well I don't want to know

Don't speak, I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak, I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories, They can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty frightening

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying ... are we?

Familiarity

Note to self: don't fall back into the trap I've worked so hard to get out of. Don't ever. It was silly enough to be in it once. Noone is worth that kind of heartwrenching pain anyway. Your response ytd just served as a reminder and gave me renewed persistence to keep this gap we've formed over the year - the distance i've grown used to. In words of tang xin feng bao, just another friend:) nothing else. don't let me be blinded again please.

huhuahuahua... this is supposed to be an evil laugh

i like driving where there's hardly any traffic. makes lane changing MUCH easier and you can forgo all your safety checks too =)

i've actually set out very strict rules on which conditions to drive... which my sister always laughs at. haha.
1) LIGHT traffic. very important
2) not too fast. expressway is out for now...
3) perfect weather condition
4) preferbly in the day

HAHAHAH. so that leaves me only with yewtee huh. :D and also bukit batok lah since im quite used to it there already. lol. funny story, spent a bomb learning just to drive only at these areas. mmmm.

so anw amery let me drive his car today after our weekly (we try) L4D session with the usuals... at 4 in the morning. haha. first time doing so legally and without an instructor beside me. and speaking of instructors i feel so grossed out by one of them in view of recent revelations from a friend. to think that i had quite a good impression on him. oh well, should have known better that uncles are all like that. YUCKS.

anyway it feels damn different. first of all, mitsubishi lancer instead of honda city which im used to. secondly, extremely heavy steering. thirdly, tinted windows and small mirrrors. HAHA not a good combi. very very difficult to judge the location of approaching vehicles, couldnt make out the body of those cars, only the headlights. but i got amery to check all my blindspots for me :D so basically it was quite easy driving on a straight and empty road (highway) at 100km/h back home muaha. the only real challenge was going up my narrow carpark. bleahhhhhhh

just watched the interview video of miss singapore world 2009, Ris Low. uber funny. its really a challenge trying to follow her train of thoughts, they dont make much sense. haha.

i especially liked the part where the interviewer asks:
"So, what do you wear when you are feeling naughty?"

Ris Low: If I'm naughty, then I will wear something red and loud. Something you know, BOOMS. Something that shouts ME!

?????????? hahahaha what on earth is booms?!! boomer ah? *burps* i got boomed so many times by darren while l4d-ing today man. sigh.........

LOL. at first i thought this whole thing was a joke. apparently not. mmmmm, what an entertaining video. go see go see! i shall sleep now it's already 7am. one more week to recess week! :D

haiya i dont now how to post youtube videos here. why not i provide the link instead.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F74FZfdSJY

nites all!

really doesnt and probably would never get the uni lingo

i dont know why uni people like to talk weird. i really dont. haha. sometimes, its really super irritating, but i dont say anything much cos some of my friends use them. haha. oops. i hope they will never find their way over here. -chuckles-

i guess i dont hear so many people say cui, it's dying down already. i suppose it really has cui-ed :D good good. keep it up. but now we have tonnes others.

1. UPZ. (as in the opposite of down)
eg. you are already mugging at week 1? upz leh you.

2. ji3 _________ (use hanyu pinyin)
eg. wah this is ji3 lamezzzz. i am ji confused. wow this is ji expensive!

wow. speechless.

okay anw, on to better news... ive finally passed my TP today! HAHA. shytes la i almost failed tho, chalked up so many demerit points but seriously, those 8 points of failure to check safety during BOTH parkings was uncalled for. i did turn and check lo. but whatever the case, i should be contented, and to be honest the tester was pretty okay. aww man im gonna miss things at bbdc, hate it that i would disappear just like that, without saying a proper thank you to my instructors. oh well, i guess i can go and stalk them or something. LOL. just kiddding.

sigh, what an unproductive day. shall go and look at some annual reports then. seeya.

pray it gets better.

this has got to be one of the worst weeks ever. everything doesnt seem to be going too smoothly. bleah

overslept on friday on the day of some graded ethics essay. rushed out of my house and couldnt catch a cab - took the public transport instead. -_- ran for 179, and missed it. got to class, late for half an hour, wrote rubbish for ethics essay. day dreamed the whole damn day. man....

presentation tmr, got into an argument (well sorta) with my groupmate last night. he said he was kidding.. uh ok. feeling pissed at some guy who doesnt contribute at all despite it being his presentation week this time around. seriously, reading the slides we created just before class and presenting it ain't contribution. bleah hope we dont screw it up again man

just my luck. just my luck.

oh and i got scolded today at work too not just once, which seriously sucks. just what i needed to end off this terrible week.....

anw it's just a ranting episode. may every tomorrow be a better day.