oh man, i'm seriously experiencing computer troubles lately. i suspect it's windows vi*t*'s problem (to protect myself from slandering).. but whatever it is, just begone!
rahhh, so much to do, yet i'm not picking up the pace. the four hour breaks are seriously killing me. i can't get any proper rest nor can i concentrate in my work. i found out that my optimum time to work (like enzymes) is during the wee hours of the morning. it's cooling, quiet and good to study. SIGH! but now i am just not motivated to do anything.. the way i had been this past 2 weeks.
i don't know why im so half hearted all the time, towards everything. where's that drive?!! sometimes i really hate my attitude, it's a liability man. last lesson of career foundations module made me realise i cant be so reserved all the time. somehow ive been dismissing this issue but i think the sense of awkwardness in me has got to be corrected somehow, someday. anyway there was this girl who did so many things which made me wonder, what have i done in my life exactly? i bet interview questions like "what are your life achievements" would stump me. i've always wanted to do volunteer work too, perhaps it's time to act on it and not just think.
haha my neighbourhood's pretty interesting. i guess i've mentioned about the parade commander and drummer in my estate. now there's this situation where a dog will sometimes bark at around this time (just did so actually), quite cutesy-ly i think it might be a small dog. and anw this pissed off ah lian will always scream "SHUT UP LAH" uber loudly. not sure if she's the owner but if she's not it would be weird. guess this is not a peaceful retreat around here.
ohhhhhhhhhhkay. weekends are drawing near again FINALLY =) which explains why im still slacking around and blogging cos of the false impression of limitless time. but it's not since i have a presentation coming up on monday and test on friday and report due two weeks later. phew... here it goes. i'd bet it'll be over real soon but i feel like playing L4D. again. hahaha. sucks. addiction problems already man. haha but it;s fun, im like the lousiest out of the four but hey, at least im careful =) maybe darren will suggest going again this week muaha. good to have him around to shoot all the zombies and witch!!!
Friday, August 28, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
shag ahhh...
2 weeks in.. shag ah..
oh and stressful too. had so much to think about, what to drop, what not to drop. and till now i still have no conclusion! gahhhh. i really have this overpowering urge to drop my double major cos it just seems so xiong. it feels impossible to clear all modules in 3 freaking years without crushing under the workload each and every semester (20 or more AUs every sem ok). im already dying right now when there are only lectures and tutorials (can u imagine the hell it would raise when the 5 written assignments/projects kicks in??)
looking back i really wish i werent offered this choice, so i wont feel obliged to accept. now i just have to live with it. and decide.. if its better to kill myself with AUs in 2nd year or 3rd year? people say it's better to keep cool and maintain gpa in 2nd year so as to secure a good internship which may end up being ur job.. but i dont wanna feel stressed during the 3rd. options options options.
i realised im finding it very hard to write my resume OHMAN no ccasssssssssssssssssss so howwwwww.
rahhhhhh pardon me for the boring bits. haha. verbal dirrhoea (physical dirrhoea too these days ahhaha). duno why too but im very prone to LS-ing as known by my JC friends. haha. i wonder why we were so unglam last time? totally unlike my extremely glam *ahems* personality now. lol.
sigh i remember i have tonnes of things to blog about, but i duno why everytime i do it's almost always inevitably about boring school. perhaps i procrastinate too much that i forget about stuff. or perhaps this is what life is all about. hahaha sounds miserable.
OMG. jing bao things never fail to shock me.. and in some ways make me feel abit depressed. hahaha. aiya i will get over it lah. it had never been anything anyway. =)
man i am tired. shall go on to decide what to drop again. yawns.
oh and stressful too. had so much to think about, what to drop, what not to drop. and till now i still have no conclusion! gahhhh. i really have this overpowering urge to drop my double major cos it just seems so xiong. it feels impossible to clear all modules in 3 freaking years without crushing under the workload each and every semester (20 or more AUs every sem ok). im already dying right now when there are only lectures and tutorials (can u imagine the hell it would raise when the 5 written assignments/projects kicks in??)
looking back i really wish i werent offered this choice, so i wont feel obliged to accept. now i just have to live with it. and decide.. if its better to kill myself with AUs in 2nd year or 3rd year? people say it's better to keep cool and maintain gpa in 2nd year so as to secure a good internship which may end up being ur job.. but i dont wanna feel stressed during the 3rd. options options options.
i realised im finding it very hard to write my resume OHMAN no ccasssssssssssssssssss so howwwwww.
rahhhhhh pardon me for the boring bits. haha. verbal dirrhoea (physical dirrhoea too these days ahhaha). duno why too but im very prone to LS-ing as known by my JC friends. haha. i wonder why we were so unglam last time? totally unlike my extremely glam *ahems* personality now. lol.
sigh i remember i have tonnes of things to blog about, but i duno why everytime i do it's almost always inevitably about boring school. perhaps i procrastinate too much that i forget about stuff. or perhaps this is what life is all about. hahaha sounds miserable.
OMG. jing bao things never fail to shock me.. and in some ways make me feel abit depressed. hahaha. aiya i will get over it lah. it had never been anything anyway. =)
man i am tired. shall go on to decide what to drop again. yawns.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
FOC fever 2
back from CAC camp with unimaginable soreness on the back from all that sitting and lack of sleep. not to mention i have a new tone of tan emerging on my skin. wahhhh.. torture.
but it's still not bad lah i guess. not much for me to do most of the time but whats most important is that the freshies have fun! i think they did... they seem more enthu and creative than our batch, judging from their cheers. but some of them did pull out on one of the most important segments of the whole camp, which is just plain weird.
oh well.. anw, this year's intake for the guys are from the dragon year. so naturally we seem to have tonnes of guys around, and some are quite outstanding i would say. perhaps shan and lun would be interested to know this: one of them seriously. looks. like. elvin ng. im not kidding. hahah.
and dont tell anybody, but im massively charmed by one of them. HAHA. he's not one whom you'll refer to as super hot or shuai on the first impression, but he just has this good vibes. lol. plus he seems quite gentlemanly when i overheard his conversation (actually more like eavesdropped, but in my defence all the programmers were crowding around the blindfolded couples) with his SP during initiation night. he played at my station YAY so i got to talk to him somemore..... hahaha. and in zouk i noticed (by chance ok) that he can dance super well. awww man! hahah
gosh i sound like some stalker. nvm... i think next year if i do go back i'll def join as GL or SA. hmph. i wanna be in charge of welfare cos seriously, seeing the freshies going through the initiation night exhausted, wet and cold from the sea breeze and all the tekaning by us really made me super heartpain for them lah.
oh man damn tired i am in need of SERIOUS back therapy. i think my spine is gonna break soon. sigh anw speaking of pain im actually quite upset that my dad did not go to the dental clinic despite having pain. and i cant believe my mum asked him not to go cos "it would be weird". like wth!
he doesnt have to go to where i work right. i guess deep down his fear for dental treatment trumps my ominous warnings to have him so easily swayed. ugh ive heard and seen so much of such pain-resulting-in-minor-operations for extractions to know that immediate treatment is still the best practice. sometimes i really dont get why the older generation behaves this way. bleah major irritations.
but it's still not bad lah i guess. not much for me to do most of the time but whats most important is that the freshies have fun! i think they did... they seem more enthu and creative than our batch, judging from their cheers. but some of them did pull out on one of the most important segments of the whole camp, which is just plain weird.
oh well.. anw, this year's intake for the guys are from the dragon year. so naturally we seem to have tonnes of guys around, and some are quite outstanding i would say. perhaps shan and lun would be interested to know this: one of them seriously. looks. like. elvin ng. im not kidding. hahah.
and dont tell anybody, but im massively charmed by one of them. HAHA. he's not one whom you'll refer to as super hot or shuai on the first impression, but he just has this good vibes. lol. plus he seems quite gentlemanly when i overheard his conversation (actually more like eavesdropped, but in my defence all the programmers were crowding around the blindfolded couples) with his SP during initiation night. he played at my station YAY so i got to talk to him somemore..... hahaha. and in zouk i noticed (by chance ok) that he can dance super well. awww man! hahah
gosh i sound like some stalker. nvm... i think next year if i do go back i'll def join as GL or SA. hmph. i wanna be in charge of welfare cos seriously, seeing the freshies going through the initiation night exhausted, wet and cold from the sea breeze and all the tekaning by us really made me super heartpain for them lah.
oh man damn tired i am in need of SERIOUS back therapy. i think my spine is gonna break soon. sigh anw speaking of pain im actually quite upset that my dad did not go to the dental clinic despite having pain. and i cant believe my mum asked him not to go cos "it would be weird". like wth!
he doesnt have to go to where i work right. i guess deep down his fear for dental treatment trumps my ominous warnings to have him so easily swayed. ugh ive heard and seen so much of such pain-resulting-in-minor-operations for extractions to know that immediate treatment is still the best practice. sometimes i really dont get why the older generation behaves this way. bleah major irritations.
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