random thoughts.

its so weird that while my brain's saturated with all the stats and econs knowledge, i can still afford to have other thoughts.

about people. about injustice.

like how everyone else is celebrating the end of their exams without me... haha.. kidding, that, i can understand.

but what i dont get is how on earth can one be THAT thick skinned.

pretentious.. whatever.

i mean if youre indebted to us then the least you could do is to be subtle and try to spare a thought for everyone right..... im sure anyone else would have felt so weird and uneasy by this time already, but nooooo. you just take advantage of the situation. strutting around, using stuff that is not yours, for a longggggg time, not thinking about how we have everything to lose and nothing to gain.. like WTHHH i must say. WTH. i've never seen anyone with such.... a thick skin. maybe you have extra protection i guess..

although u do help us out at times.. seriously, its something we can all live without. so yeah....

and you know how everytime you exclaim "wahhhh this person damn buay paiseh..." and i laugh, its not cus its funny. well maybe it is, i duno. but its probably only cus what i picture in my head is this HUGEEE thought bubble with the words "LOOK WHO'S TALKING"

everytime some bigshot people says in their knowledgeable voice that theres no free lunch in this world, i'm thinking, really? cus if so then why do i feel like some of us are all year round santa clause.

and whyyyyy are you allowing everything to happen. i think youre the only one who's enjoying it. whatever happened to utilitarianism?!!!! i'm so sick of giving things up, especially if theres nothing in it for me. it seems like all people ever do is to take others for granted. human nature..?

oh wellllll just ranting, i'll get over it. or forced to anw.

haha.. im probably as neutral as i can be... besides i shouldnt be feeling anything but panicky for my exams. how come the exam questions are so different from the tutorial....!

sucks and im like having rashes (my friend reckons im allergic to studying LOL) and my foot's hurting. whyyyyy! oh and meow meow has been meowing two days straight... i dont think it's just hungry, if you know what i mean. hahaha.

omg pls bless me with lots of statistical abilities come wed, cus i'll be needing it.. for now, i shall go to bed. work tmr. siannnnn.

intense dieting and working out needed

looking at the pictures from a year and a half ago, i realised that i've not only become fairer (tho im not a dark person to begin with), but way way way way way FATTER.

i should do something about it.... yet i'm lazy.

tell me what i should do to get back in shape? go for jiaolian's training and complete all physical activities with as much intensity as the juniors... HAHAHA. i think that takes courage and sheer determination man...

ok fine i shall figure it out. i need an exercising buddy.

sleep deprived

greetings...! haha. blogging seems so foreign to me now, i've been interacting only with books lately so technology is abit of a no-no for me now. yawns.. damn tired!

had OB exam today, finally cleared one information heavy module (more to go) so im here to de-stress. anw, first exam in NTU.... had quite a sucky seat if you ask me, it's no.10! zz.. its too much to the side man! i prefer the feeling of being surrounded. HAHA and the stupid person pasted the seating arrangement upside down so i headed to the wrong direction and got laughed at by my friend.. hurrss..

anw, i seriously think im losing quite alot of my hair. it seems as tho the area around my study area is permanantly filled with hair.. i feel like a cleaner everyday having to pick em up.. zzz. im intending to have a HAIR MAKEOVER after exams!! hahaha. not sure if i should dye/highlight, but considering!! and and... watch out you stupid curly roots (yes they are making their presence felt yet again)..

BURP. back from lunch at macs. seriously theres nothing to eat in yew tee. all inedible overpriced junk. damn sad, now i feel super fat. shall run tonight!

and yes yes, something i have always wanted to rant when it comes to jogging.. have u ever felt like youre damn exhausted from your run and yet there's an excessive ringing from a bicycle? i swear its the most annoying experience ever. cyclists should not use the walkways... they are called sideWALKS for a reason. seriously, they have no right to ring their stupid bells at us (and worse, rudely and excessively) to get out of the way. if anything, they should be the ones doing so.

and they shouldnt go onto roads either, cus it's just dangerous. basically unless the cyclist is like some super zai tour de france winner they are considered traffic hazards, therefore they should only appear in parks or sth, and go gather their jingly pals (i think its their culture) and STAY OFF MY BACK.

they'd better not ring at me later.. or i might just give them a push when they pass me.

oh and since we're on the ranting mood, i cant stand stupid drivers with no empathy!!! seriously, especially on rainy days when u have no umbrella and you wanna cross the stupid road (mostly jay walk) and there u have this ANNOYING driver taking his own sweet time to move out of the way. what the hell right. he's already in a frigging car... why cant he be abit nicer and let poor people like us cross first. or even if they cant stand jaywalkers they can at least have the decency to move abit faster right.. sigh.

tsk. lol.. that was some verbal dirrhoea. now i feel sleepy. havent been sleeping at proper hours lately. many more sleepless nights to go tho.... zzzz. ohwell.

anw, anyone reading who's yet to finish your exams, GO STUDY!!!! no time no time.. and all the best yar, very soon we can partay. haha.. weird. i hope december will be packed with fun and games. i feel like travelling.

ok i am going abit mad (quoted from sis) so i should go sleep.. hopes i'll wake up in time for my jog.