the end is near

I never thought that i had any more to give
Pushing me so far here i am without you
Drink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made
Everything will change, love remains the same
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been doing lotsa self-learnin stuff these days.. aint excelling at it but well, beats knowing nth huh. can play some pathetic tunes on my kiddy keyboard (hehe). but sad to say i wont be a pianist anytime soon.. haha. i need some coordination!! spent like 2 whole days trying to get a stupid intro correct.

zz. oh and i learnt a few card tricks too.. bout 4 of em. not very good at em either but hey, i managed to wow mom and sis with at least one of the tricks.. lol. tho inevitably they busted some of my acts also la. so observant for what!!! haha.. donkz. but who knows, maybe i can perform next time when im up to standard. it'll be fun. haha. but for now.. practise practise practise..!

hmm, approx 1 more week till work starts again. dun really look forward to it. am kinda enjoying all these time to myself. tho i'd prefer something more thrilling and all.. but ya. anything beats work. oh ya, was so bored that i went to check the calendar just now. realised my birthday's on a sunday. that means i gotta work. HAHA. donkz.. ): nvm, it means cash.. haha

mmmm. i think i am not practising things that i preach. now i finally know why i get shit thrown at me all the time. cus i do the same to others. im sorry. i know exactly how it feels. i will be a better person.

ohwell.. back to learning! HAHA. hilarious. do humour me if i suck at "magic" tricks ok.. but as quoted from someone, "there's no magic, only logic". VERY true.

i really wanna not get mad but i dun think ur behaviour is justifiable. just when things are starting to feel alright shit happens.