oh whats up, so work has started and it's kinda stressful and boring. everyday is a countdown session. haha. but it's alright i guess. time seems to pass by quite fast anyway, it's already nearing the end of 2nd week!
so im constantly tired.
and anyway i feel that im such an evil person to be hoping for something (not entirely good, but frankly actually its all relative cuz it will be THE BEST FOR ME) that i know will happen sooner or later. haha i am just waiting for it to happen.
i am sorry but unlike them, i dont feel any sympathy for you. like i always say, dont take things for granted. personally i dont think you're fit to be with her and isn't it a little too late to shower concern now. used to be so bloody yaya and acting like the ball is in your court with your stupid attitude. shameless. HA. i cant wait for it to explode in your face.
please, stop trying to do nice things for us. some people may be softhearted because of this but i for sure wont. i think it's nothing but a desperate move to retain your position here. i wont buy it, and it just makes me sick to my stomach, if anything. you were never that nice or considerate in the past.
so bugger off. i am loving this. hahahaha. i am evil. ;)
