aching

I've been twisting and turning, In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender, It's been too long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,When the pieces don't fit anymore
Pieces don't fit here anymore.

i love this song. but listening to it on ipod and blogging at the same time aint a good idea, i get distracted. plus.. i dun like the feeling of earphones plugged into em ears, it's gross. haha. then why do i still do it..? well.. we need music.

sigh, ever tried going all out and putting everything on the line, only to find out that it's all in vain? effort's not necessarily inadequate, but somehow... things just dont go your way, as much as u wish for it to do so. so how do we proceed. back away, or force ur way through. either way, the heart gets hurt so.. anything will do.

am lacking in updates simply cus, there's nth much to say. i'd very much like to entertain readers with funny happenings but there just isnt any at the moment. only tonnes and tonnes of thoughts floating around my clouded mind. everything's so nebulous now. that's what excessive stays at home do to people - it drives them crazy.

oh ya, read on the newspaper that RL Stine is coming up with new "goosebumps" books this year.. LOL. used to be a big fan in primary school. think i read everyone of em. it's kinda silly actually, i tried reading them again after the As, and i seriously dont get why i used to like it so much. hahas. the storyline is crap. and the jokes are pretty lame.. i guess it only appeals to kids then. but still, i think i'll go have a read when it hits the stores soon.. hahas.

and anw, i went for my first neighbourhood run in 2008! HAHA. oh my gosh.. it was pretty tiring considering how long i have not been doing serious exercising. knees were hurting, calves were cramping. muscles are aching a little now, but they'll be fine i guess. din exactly complete my one big round but i think i managed at least 3 or 4km? hopefully.. haha. saw my sec 3 ah beng tutee at the busstop, so coincidental luh.. he's hilarious, he took so long to recognise me.. tut tut. ohwells. hopefully the urge to run wont fade and kit will be healthy once more.. hehs.

oh yes, i think this season's american idol may actually have a future..! haha. they sound pretty good.. caught tonight's result show, they sang mariah carey's songs! ahh man, nice. she's awesome luh, flaunting her gigantic lungs and powerful vocal cords.. haha. and im so glad that the person who chose "without you" can actually sing it PROPERLY. hahaha. hilarious.. am thinking of that "ken lee" version. winks.

rahhh, it's like a hundred degrees in here. thinks i shall go sleep soon, work tmr again.. zzz.. and the cycle continues. sorry it's such a dull entry, will come up with something more when my brain's not so busted. nights~