lol. haha, yes, back to piano-ing again, whats new huh.. lol. i am currently trying to learn the final fantasy song on my lousy keyboard (as usual, not enough keys) but it's kinda choppy. cant play it continuously cus i have to keep adjusting, it's annoying really. anw my progress isnt too bad i must say! prolly cus i havent reached the ultra-coordination-madness part yet. zz. ok that sounded weird, i think my standard of english is deteriorating HELP!
but anws i realised that i havent been really focused in the stuff i do. since young i guess, it's a really bad habit. i dun like to do repetitive things so that's why i dun like to practise in things that i'm learning, or whatever. more often that not, i'll be very enthusiastic for the first few days and then abandon the whole idea altogether after awhile cus im so sick of it.
haha, that explains the increasingly evident lack of entries in my blog eh? lol.. ok fine, it's partly cus of my extraordinarily boring life i lead... nvm. hmm, i know it's a little early (or late) to say this, but for my new year resolution, i aim to have SUSTAINABLE interest. lol.. tho i must say, "it (the thought) comes and goes i wouldnt trust it", as quoted from joey. HAHA. loves friends still!!!
okay so im kinda happy today, not very sure why. probably cus things havent been too well for me these couple of weeks but i can feel that it has taken a turn for the better. hopefully i wont jinx myself by saying it out loud tho. or maybe it's cus i did something nice today! helped an old lady (ok actually not very old, but she had difficulties walking i guess) off the bus! tho at first i was quite annoyed cus i was in abit of a rush and she was directly in front of me , blocking the whole door while trying very hard to get off the bus. yeah i know, so mean right. i should be kinder ):
but anws she finally gave up and let me get off first and so i did. woulda walked off alr but i decided i should help. i just asked if she needed help and extended my arm to help support her. she kept thanking me (: yeah i know it's just a small gesture but still it felt kinda nice, havent done any good deeds in awhile.
and oh ya something i've been meaning to say for quite a long time after watching this show about religion awhile back. the stuff they say is kinda different to what im gonna say because if i were to state my opinion on it, i'd probably get sued or sth. it is afterall, a very sensitive issue. mmm, but back to the point, i was thinking on the train today about how i dun really believe i have a religion although i declare that im a buddhist. well, i've never come off as a religious person and i dun think i'll ever be one.
but despite that, i think i finally understand why there are people who devote their lives to religion. i finally believe in the points that i had written for my gp essays (LOL) that it does provide comfort and solace to people in trying times. cus when there's nth much u can do to improve the situation, pray, cus there's nothing to lose in doing so. sigh i duno la, it's really complex... i do pray sometimes and it helped... but at the end of the day, it's kinda all in the mind, no?
okay not sure why i droned on bout the topic.. was kinda random. hmmm. what else, oh ya anw there was this super donkz promoter at guardian who tried to promote this facial cleanser stuff to me. being nice, i just listened to her while trying to find an appropriate time to stop her. but she didnt... for quite awhile. when she stopped talking finally she helped me pick a bunch of stuff which would very likely come up to at least 100 bucks. she wanted me to buy, but i was like "no.. another day la probably, i dun have enough cash". haha. so mean again.
but what i didnt like was her comment: "huh... u dunwanna buy ah, then i shouldnt have said so much". like WTH. first of all, it's really not professional for this kinda statement to come out of a promoter's mouth. and secondly, i didnt go looking for her, i was at this corner wayyyyy outta her section looking for some other stuff and she pulled me away to look at her products. so really... did she really expect i was gonna buy em on the spot without knowing if it's a trustworthy product. crazy. and she sorta kept forcing me to buy cus she found out i was meeting someone. "ask ur friend to lend you some money first la...", she said. -_-
seriously, if the products were as effective and fast-selling as she described then why the desperate attempt at getting me to buy? stupid woman, really.
woahhh, this looks like a long entry. havent had so much to say in a long time. and i havent done recounting entries in so long.. ohwell, it's all good. hmmmm anw school's starting reaaaally soon and i've yet to accomplish some stuff i had intended to. hopefully i will in time. and oh, will be going for the cac camp.. haha. kinda bummed that i didnt make it to the NBS one but i heard that it was really maxed out, even my sis's friend couldnt help me (almost did tho). but i really appreciate his help. ((: in any case, hopes it'll be fun!
yawns.. think i shall stop here for now and maybe watch "liar game" as recommended by joyce. lol. seeya'll in abit.
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