2 weeks in.. shag ah..
oh and stressful too. had so much to think about, what to drop, what not to drop. and till now i still have no conclusion! gahhhh. i really have this overpowering urge to drop my double major cos it just seems so xiong. it feels impossible to clear all modules in 3 freaking years without crushing under the workload each and every semester (20 or more AUs every sem ok). im already dying right now when there are only lectures and tutorials (can u imagine the hell it would raise when the 5 written assignments/projects kicks in??)
looking back i really wish i werent offered this choice, so i wont feel obliged to accept. now i just have to live with it. and decide.. if its better to kill myself with AUs in 2nd year or 3rd year? people say it's better to keep cool and maintain gpa in 2nd year so as to secure a good internship which may end up being ur job.. but i dont wanna feel stressed during the 3rd. options options options.
i realised im finding it very hard to write my resume OHMAN no ccasssssssssssssssssss so howwwwww.
rahhhhhh pardon me for the boring bits. haha. verbal dirrhoea (physical dirrhoea too these days ahhaha). duno why too but im very prone to LS-ing as known by my JC friends. haha. i wonder why we were so unglam last time? totally unlike my extremely glam *ahems* personality now. lol.
sigh i remember i have tonnes of things to blog about, but i duno why everytime i do it's almost always inevitably about boring school. perhaps i procrastinate too much that i forget about stuff. or perhaps this is what life is all about. hahaha sounds miserable.
OMG. jing bao things never fail to shock me.. and in some ways make me feel abit depressed. hahaha. aiya i will get over it lah. it had never been anything anyway. =)
man i am tired. shall go on to decide what to drop again. yawns.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
FOC fever 2
back from CAC camp with unimaginable soreness on the back from all that sitting and lack of sleep. not to mention i have a new tone of tan emerging on my skin. wahhhh.. torture.
but it's still not bad lah i guess. not much for me to do most of the time but whats most important is that the freshies have fun! i think they did... they seem more enthu and creative than our batch, judging from their cheers. but some of them did pull out on one of the most important segments of the whole camp, which is just plain weird.
oh well.. anw, this year's intake for the guys are from the dragon year. so naturally we seem to have tonnes of guys around, and some are quite outstanding i would say. perhaps shan and lun would be interested to know this: one of them seriously. looks. like. elvin ng. im not kidding. hahah.
and dont tell anybody, but im massively charmed by one of them. HAHA. he's not one whom you'll refer to as super hot or shuai on the first impression, but he just has this good vibes. lol. plus he seems quite gentlemanly when i overheard his conversation (actually more like eavesdropped, but in my defence all the programmers were crowding around the blindfolded couples) with his SP during initiation night. he played at my station YAY so i got to talk to him somemore..... hahaha. and in zouk i noticed (by chance ok) that he can dance super well. awww man! hahah
gosh i sound like some stalker. nvm... i think next year if i do go back i'll def join as GL or SA. hmph. i wanna be in charge of welfare cos seriously, seeing the freshies going through the initiation night exhausted, wet and cold from the sea breeze and all the tekaning by us really made me super heartpain for them lah.
oh man damn tired i am in need of SERIOUS back therapy. i think my spine is gonna break soon. sigh anw speaking of pain im actually quite upset that my dad did not go to the dental clinic despite having pain. and i cant believe my mum asked him not to go cos "it would be weird". like wth!
he doesnt have to go to where i work right. i guess deep down his fear for dental treatment trumps my ominous warnings to have him so easily swayed. ugh ive heard and seen so much of such pain-resulting-in-minor-operations for extractions to know that immediate treatment is still the best practice. sometimes i really dont get why the older generation behaves this way. bleah major irritations.
but it's still not bad lah i guess. not much for me to do most of the time but whats most important is that the freshies have fun! i think they did... they seem more enthu and creative than our batch, judging from their cheers. but some of them did pull out on one of the most important segments of the whole camp, which is just plain weird.
oh well.. anw, this year's intake for the guys are from the dragon year. so naturally we seem to have tonnes of guys around, and some are quite outstanding i would say. perhaps shan and lun would be interested to know this: one of them seriously. looks. like. elvin ng. im not kidding. hahah.
and dont tell anybody, but im massively charmed by one of them. HAHA. he's not one whom you'll refer to as super hot or shuai on the first impression, but he just has this good vibes. lol. plus he seems quite gentlemanly when i overheard his conversation (actually more like eavesdropped, but in my defence all the programmers were crowding around the blindfolded couples) with his SP during initiation night. he played at my station YAY so i got to talk to him somemore..... hahaha. and in zouk i noticed (by chance ok) that he can dance super well. awww man! hahah
gosh i sound like some stalker. nvm... i think next year if i do go back i'll def join as GL or SA. hmph. i wanna be in charge of welfare cos seriously, seeing the freshies going through the initiation night exhausted, wet and cold from the sea breeze and all the tekaning by us really made me super heartpain for them lah.
oh man damn tired i am in need of SERIOUS back therapy. i think my spine is gonna break soon. sigh anw speaking of pain im actually quite upset that my dad did not go to the dental clinic despite having pain. and i cant believe my mum asked him not to go cos "it would be weird". like wth!
he doesnt have to go to where i work right. i guess deep down his fear for dental treatment trumps my ominous warnings to have him so easily swayed. ugh ive heard and seen so much of such pain-resulting-in-minor-operations for extractions to know that immediate treatment is still the best practice. sometimes i really dont get why the older generation behaves this way. bleah major irritations.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
FOC fever.
oh my gosh, sometimes i really think my sis sorta knows about.......to randomly drop me updates on u know. LOL had i been obvious? but well maybe im just too paranoid since he is our mutual friend anyway so it's normal to do that? hmmmm.
anyway, it's day 2 of CAC FOC right now as we speak and im at home slacking away! haha. okay first of all it's only for today. and since im actually rather superstitious (just found out about that), i should be excused for opting outta fright night. i dont think im scared of what i'll see at the cemetry. but who knows what'll happen after that right, u know what i mean? hmm. anw, will be down all the way till friday so i hope i dont miss my bed too much. but it's cool cos i've gotten to know quite alot of funny people =)
being a programmer is definitely alota hardwork man. besides the fact that u really dont get much time with the freshies. ytd's RPG game saw many of us rotting away for 8hrs waiting for the OGs to come. gosh.. but i loved my character Toto-Chan and the literal costume stuck on with the toto paper thingy. LOL. in short its sorta a makeup station over here and we had fun watching the blindfolded girls putting on makeup for the guys. and guess what some of the freshies remembered me!!! ableit as toto-chan haha. :D:D:D so happy...
next time if i do join back i'll make sure i'll come as SA. or GL. hahah... sorta regretting not joining jieyu's OG for nbs foc, looks fun from all the pics im seeing.
OOOOOOOKAY. so whats up lately. nothing actually besides the kobe bryant asia tour which i suppose i had over publicised on such that shine thinks i'll update on it. actually it was really not much for me cos i totally could not see him well from THAT kinda distance. but it's still cool and i shall renew my vow to catch a real live nba game someday. and guess what i saw JIAOLIAN just as i was leaving the stadium. coincidence? :)
what else what else. even more way back was sixteen oh six gathering #2. i dont even know how to describe it other than it being awwwwesome. the absence of the 'clique-y' feeling was great, and it's the first time everyone present sat together to talk since the first week of JAE days. hope we'll have more of these in time to come! and even more surprising we have a table for the homecoming thingy! HAHA. pls come pls come altho the price is indeed a little steep :S
alrights... i'd better take my midnight bath now (oops), it's gonna be an early and long day tomorrow. cant wait for initiation night!! hopes it'll get dirty ahhahaha.
anyway, it's day 2 of CAC FOC right now as we speak and im at home slacking away! haha. okay first of all it's only for today. and since im actually rather superstitious (just found out about that), i should be excused for opting outta fright night. i dont think im scared of what i'll see at the cemetry. but who knows what'll happen after that right, u know what i mean? hmm. anw, will be down all the way till friday so i hope i dont miss my bed too much. but it's cool cos i've gotten to know quite alot of funny people =)
being a programmer is definitely alota hardwork man. besides the fact that u really dont get much time with the freshies. ytd's RPG game saw many of us rotting away for 8hrs waiting for the OGs to come. gosh.. but i loved my character Toto-Chan and the literal costume stuck on with the toto paper thingy. LOL. in short its sorta a makeup station over here and we had fun watching the blindfolded girls putting on makeup for the guys. and guess what some of the freshies remembered me!!! ableit as toto-chan haha. :D:D:D so happy...
next time if i do join back i'll make sure i'll come as SA. or GL. hahah... sorta regretting not joining jieyu's OG for nbs foc, looks fun from all the pics im seeing.
OOOOOOOKAY. so whats up lately. nothing actually besides the kobe bryant asia tour which i suppose i had over publicised on such that shine thinks i'll update on it. actually it was really not much for me cos i totally could not see him well from THAT kinda distance. but it's still cool and i shall renew my vow to catch a real live nba game someday. and guess what i saw JIAOLIAN just as i was leaving the stadium. coincidence? :)
what else what else. even more way back was sixteen oh six gathering #2. i dont even know how to describe it other than it being awwwwesome. the absence of the 'clique-y' feeling was great, and it's the first time everyone present sat together to talk since the first week of JAE days. hope we'll have more of these in time to come! and even more surprising we have a table for the homecoming thingy! HAHA. pls come pls come altho the price is indeed a little steep :S
alrights... i'd better take my midnight bath now (oops), it's gonna be an early and long day tomorrow. cant wait for initiation night!! hopes it'll get dirty ahhahaha.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
the obvious lack of brain utility
hola que tal?
hmmm, after 2+ months of not doing anything slightly academic, i feel like my brain is rusting away at a shocking rate. for example i find it extremely difficult to understand long paragraphs of words without reading it more than once. so most of the time i just give up and form my own summary without bothering to decipher them.
and it is especially trying when it comes to reading forums. singapore forums. omg it's hell for the brain man i swear... some punks would literally type in a whole new language unknown to people but themselves. im not anal about this actually since we all should have our freedom of expression (like how im totally bitching away right now). and it doesnt have to be perfect english but at least, comprehensible! im sure all of us have gone through some level of education to be able to write in correctly structured sentences.
im sure i can rattle on about this all day but i shall not. school is starting in less than a month *deep breaths people*. and im gonna book my TP soon.. hopefully i'll pass man and may i be consistent! the erratic skills im having is seriously driving me up the wall. low speed control sucks. but i think i found my favourite instructor the other day.. he's super friendly and nice which made driving a little less stressful. =) too bad i cant seem to book his slots... mmm.
lastly... picked up L4D recently under the influence of my sister. HAHA. tried it only once so im understandably bad at it. maybe interested parties can have a session together.. haha.
hmmm, after 2+ months of not doing anything slightly academic, i feel like my brain is rusting away at a shocking rate. for example i find it extremely difficult to understand long paragraphs of words without reading it more than once. so most of the time i just give up and form my own summary without bothering to decipher them.
and it is especially trying when it comes to reading forums. singapore forums. omg it's hell for the brain man i swear... some punks would literally type in a whole new language unknown to people but themselves. im not anal about this actually since we all should have our freedom of expression (like how im totally bitching away right now). and it doesnt have to be perfect english but at least, comprehensible! im sure all of us have gone through some level of education to be able to write in correctly structured sentences.
im sure i can rattle on about this all day but i shall not. school is starting in less than a month *deep breaths people*. and im gonna book my TP soon.. hopefully i'll pass man and may i be consistent! the erratic skills im having is seriously driving me up the wall. low speed control sucks. but i think i found my favourite instructor the other day.. he's super friendly and nice which made driving a little less stressful. =) too bad i cant seem to book his slots... mmm.
lastly... picked up L4D recently under the influence of my sister. HAHA. tried it only once so im understandably bad at it. maybe interested parties can have a session together.. haha.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
may money fall from the sky..
for awhile now, my parents' solution to everything... resolution to buy anything, would be that if they had won the lottery.
feels like getting a car.. okay after getting 1st price. wanna buy a new tv to replace the dying one (which goes mute when it feels like it).. okay after striking 4d. wanna replace all the old stuff that doesnt work quite as well anymore.. air con, washing machine etc etc.. 4d 4d 4d 4d 4d 4d.
hmmm, they've been saying for a long time now, and never have i wished in such desperation that it would really happen soon man. HAHA. okay although, who doesnt right. was just doing a mental checklist of what i wanna do from now until graduation, and even after graduation... im overwhelmed!!! it just works out to so much... granted, alot of them are considered non-necessities, or in other words, luxury. bleahhhhh to that. just cos i dont actually need them doesnt mean i cant go for them right...
for example the international exchange programme. it can be counted as a once in a lifetime experience that, i too, wanna enjoy in my short university life. i know im not making full use of the seriously numerous opportunities from the school. so now im thinking, i dont wanna just let 3 years go by and graduate with a question mark in my head, wondering how exactly have i spent that 3years. already im not participating in any of the hostel activities, i dont want my uni life to simply be of projects, exams, and more exams.
so if given a chance (and the cash), i'd really be keen in going for the exchange programme. will be fun to break out of the monotony of singapore education system im so used to. and the plus point would also be to make some international friends too!
also, i believe that im an enthusiastic learner, albeit not exactly skewed towards the academics. there are tonnes of skills that i wanna pick up: rollerblading, swimming ---> sea sports, musical instruments like piano, guitar, drums.... languages.. and things i cant even begin to say off the top of my head. but yeah u get the drift.
lastly, grad trip (and any other forms of travelling) is also in my agenda! sigh i've said this so many times already so i shall not drone on and on about it. just wish that money god can bestow some luck upon my family and my friends!!
maybe i should try buying 4d and toto. they say beginners are often blessed with more luck anyway.
feels like getting a car.. okay after getting 1st price. wanna buy a new tv to replace the dying one (which goes mute when it feels like it).. okay after striking 4d. wanna replace all the old stuff that doesnt work quite as well anymore.. air con, washing machine etc etc.. 4d 4d 4d 4d 4d 4d.
hmmm, they've been saying for a long time now, and never have i wished in such desperation that it would really happen soon man. HAHA. okay although, who doesnt right. was just doing a mental checklist of what i wanna do from now until graduation, and even after graduation... im overwhelmed!!! it just works out to so much... granted, alot of them are considered non-necessities, or in other words, luxury. bleahhhhh to that. just cos i dont actually need them doesnt mean i cant go for them right...
for example the international exchange programme. it can be counted as a once in a lifetime experience that, i too, wanna enjoy in my short university life. i know im not making full use of the seriously numerous opportunities from the school. so now im thinking, i dont wanna just let 3 years go by and graduate with a question mark in my head, wondering how exactly have i spent that 3years. already im not participating in any of the hostel activities, i dont want my uni life to simply be of projects, exams, and more exams.
so if given a chance (and the cash), i'd really be keen in going for the exchange programme. will be fun to break out of the monotony of singapore education system im so used to. and the plus point would also be to make some international friends too!
also, i believe that im an enthusiastic learner, albeit not exactly skewed towards the academics. there are tonnes of skills that i wanna pick up: rollerblading, swimming ---> sea sports, musical instruments like piano, guitar, drums.... languages.. and things i cant even begin to say off the top of my head. but yeah u get the drift.
lastly, grad trip (and any other forms of travelling) is also in my agenda! sigh i've said this so many times already so i shall not drone on and on about it. just wish that money god can bestow some luck upon my family and my friends!!
maybe i should try buying 4d and toto. they say beginners are often blessed with more luck anyway.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
one six zero six and more.
okay updates.. hmmm...
to start off, i was quite disappointed with ytd's episode of 国记交意所 due to the presence of guest celebrities in the show. i mean come on, if i wanted to listen to them talk, i would have watched other variety shows. and horrors of horrors they invited irritating chatty people like li3 teng2 and pornsak (im sorry but i dont like them one bit). cant stand the way pornsak speaks, can he BE any squeakier?! and they totally snatched all the tv time from mr cutie justin!!!!!!
man am i pissed. i am really not interested in their stories which arent funny at all. somemore their mandarin is like superb so i bet the international students have no idea what they are talking about. where is the fun in that?!!!!!! sighhhhh... oh well, no more american guy and fabio, but still looking forward to the next episode! hurhur :)
okay with those grievances out of the way, i shall comment that prisonbreak 4 rocks. haha. michael scofield is sizzling.
oh yah last but not least 1606 had a gathering last sunday. only one description for it: LOL. haha, was real fun playing the legendary mrt-thigh-slapping game thingy. violent joyce decided to give me blue-blacks as souvenir on my thighs. can u imagine how bad it would be if i had not been wearing jeans?
below is my favourite picture out of the lot. i really like it cos there are no ugly gaps and everyone looks so nice!
to start off, i was quite disappointed with ytd's episode of 国记交意所 due to the presence of guest celebrities in the show. i mean come on, if i wanted to listen to them talk, i would have watched other variety shows. and horrors of horrors they invited irritating chatty people like li3 teng2 and pornsak (im sorry but i dont like them one bit). cant stand the way pornsak speaks, can he BE any squeakier?! and they totally snatched all the tv time from mr cutie justin!!!!!!
man am i pissed. i am really not interested in their stories which arent funny at all. somemore their mandarin is like superb so i bet the international students have no idea what they are talking about. where is the fun in that?!!!!!! sighhhhh... oh well, no more american guy and fabio, but still looking forward to the next episode! hurhur :)
okay with those grievances out of the way, i shall comment that prisonbreak 4 rocks. haha. michael scofield is sizzling.
oh yah last but not least 1606 had a gathering last sunday. only one description for it: LOL. haha, was real fun playing the legendary mrt-thigh-slapping game thingy. violent joyce decided to give me blue-blacks as souvenir on my thighs. can u imagine how bad it would be if i had not been wearing jeans?
below is my favourite picture out of the lot. i really like it cos there are no ugly gaps and everyone looks so nice!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
give me my time back!
found out yesterday that (for school members at least) you dont have to pass your BTT to start practical lessons. !!!!!! cos you will be able to start driving on the circuit. whereas for private students, you would most likely want to start on the public roads (that means btt, then pdl) rather than wasting money on circuit training on the get go.
so i felt so sian diao learning about the fact yesterday. that means i've WASTED one whole month rotting away during the wait for my BTT date and now it's so damn difficult to get continuous slots (as in maybe at least twice a week) which is important for beginning stages, no? any more technical issues i should know of before i get surprised like that again...
okay that aside, lessons are going slow and steady. spent my second lesson going round and round the circuit (which i could have done while waiting for btt UGHHH) for the whole 100mins, im having fun but i feel bored for the instructor. HAHA. although i think he's quite zai in teaching. thumbs up! am at 2nd gear now hopefully soon i can get out of the circuit and start terrorizing people on the roads!!!
hmmmm oh yeah last week i tried rollerblading for the first time in my life! HAHA. looks like i have affinity with wheels these days. well it was damn scary and i believe ive made a spectacle outta myself - falling on my butt on my very first step, in front of quite a no. of people. LOL. and the rest was just whoaaaaaaaaa-ing all the way. what a sight. but at least i can blade without assistance!!! although it's really unpredictable. one moment im actually gliding effortlessly and the next im on the grass patch with my butt facing everyone. haha. at least i tried!
and mom's carrying out my dieting plans very seriously. not that im actually trying to go on a diet cus thats just not my style.. why stop urself from enjoying the one of the best luxuries in life!!! but it just so happens that im waking up abit later these days, eating abit less and exercising abit more. so mom totally plan her cooking so that i will skip a meal a day. like go for brunch instead of having breakfast and lunch.. combine lunch and dinner (just when i thought my dunching days are over) if we could help it.. sigh..... i want food you know!!!!
anyway the channel 8 variety show 国记交意所 is seriously drop dead funny. you guys should catch it if u are free.. 8pm every tuesday. ROCKS. plus the scottish guy (actually i like everyone) is really cute hurhurhurh.
ain't he the cutest!!!!! :D
US guy and korean girl!
ang mo kio in chinese became cat hair!
xiao an an..
hahaha oh no i might seem too free doing this so i shall stop! happy happy
someone commented he looks like david archuleta.. abit! but cuter.. LOL. fabio on the background is my sis's fav btw. :D
so i felt so sian diao learning about the fact yesterday. that means i've WASTED one whole month rotting away during the wait for my BTT date and now it's so damn difficult to get continuous slots (as in maybe at least twice a week) which is important for beginning stages, no? any more technical issues i should know of before i get surprised like that again...
okay that aside, lessons are going slow and steady. spent my second lesson going round and round the circuit (which i could have done while waiting for btt UGHHH) for the whole 100mins, im having fun but i feel bored for the instructor. HAHA. although i think he's quite zai in teaching. thumbs up! am at 2nd gear now hopefully soon i can get out of the circuit and start terrorizing people on the roads!!!
hmmmm oh yeah last week i tried rollerblading for the first time in my life! HAHA. looks like i have affinity with wheels these days. well it was damn scary and i believe ive made a spectacle outta myself - falling on my butt on my very first step, in front of quite a no. of people. LOL. and the rest was just whoaaaaaaaaa-ing all the way. what a sight. but at least i can blade without assistance!!! although it's really unpredictable. one moment im actually gliding effortlessly and the next im on the grass patch with my butt facing everyone. haha. at least i tried!
and mom's carrying out my dieting plans very seriously. not that im actually trying to go on a diet cus thats just not my style.. why stop urself from enjoying the one of the best luxuries in life!!! but it just so happens that im waking up abit later these days, eating abit less and exercising abit more. so mom totally plan her cooking so that i will skip a meal a day. like go for brunch instead of having breakfast and lunch.. combine lunch and dinner (just when i thought my dunching days are over) if we could help it.. sigh..... i want food you know!!!!
anyway the channel 8 variety show 国记交意所 is seriously drop dead funny. you guys should catch it if u are free.. 8pm every tuesday. ROCKS. plus the scottish guy (actually i like everyone) is really cute hurhurhurh.
ain't he the cutest!!!!! :D
US guy and korean girl!
ang mo kio in chinese became cat hair!
xiao an an..
hahaha oh no i might seem too free doing this so i shall stop! happy happy
someone commented he looks like david archuleta.. abit! but cuter.. LOL. fabio on the background is my sis's fav btw. :D
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