2 weeks in.. shag ah..
oh and stressful too. had so much to think about, what to drop, what not to drop. and till now i still have no conclusion! gahhhh. i really have this overpowering urge to drop my double major cos it just seems so xiong. it feels impossible to clear all modules in 3 freaking years without crushing under the workload each and every semester (20 or more AUs every sem ok). im already dying right now when there are only lectures and tutorials (can u imagine the hell it would raise when the 5 written assignments/projects kicks in??)
looking back i really wish i werent offered this choice, so i wont feel obliged to accept. now i just have to live with it. and decide.. if its better to kill myself with AUs in 2nd year or 3rd year? people say it's better to keep cool and maintain gpa in 2nd year so as to secure a good internship which may end up being ur job.. but i dont wanna feel stressed during the 3rd. options options options.
i realised im finding it very hard to write my resume OHMAN no ccasssssssssssssssssss so howwwwww.
rahhhhhh pardon me for the boring bits. haha. verbal dirrhoea (physical dirrhoea too these days ahhaha). duno why too but im very prone to LS-ing as known by my JC friends. haha. i wonder why we were so unglam last time? totally unlike my extremely glam *ahems* personality now. lol.
sigh i remember i have tonnes of things to blog about, but i duno why everytime i do it's almost always inevitably about boring school. perhaps i procrastinate too much that i forget about stuff. or perhaps this is what life is all about. hahaha sounds miserable.
OMG. jing bao things never fail to shock me.. and in some ways make me feel abit depressed. hahaha. aiya i will get over it lah. it had never been anything anyway. =)
man i am tired. shall go on to decide what to drop again. yawns.
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