contrary to my expectations.....not aching!!

hola amigos. teehees :D

feeling rather happy now after having caught up with my sleep. am so sleep deprived for.. no reason. zzz. and of course, had quite a blast ytd :D

firstly, i climbed 60storeys, on the narrow, viewless, small, (insert all kinds of bad adjectives) flights of stairs. and there was no dramatic rooftop finishing btw. haiyo, where's the incentive?! anw it was rather unglam and diu lian (understatement!), but im glad i have awesome, patient teammates. hahah. you-know-who, u can consider you-know-who u know. HAHA. i think he's very nice. and his friend is quite funny.. too bad i wasnt in the condition to respond to his jokes. LOL. the colour pretty much drained from my face every step i took. :O time for exercise!

but anw, the side games were quite fun. miss national netball player couldnt get a pass thru the hoop while i (the renowned bad passer) did! HEHEHE. dont kick me :) showed off my superb archery skills too with the target so close to the shooting line. haiyo. and we pretty much hogged the bball arcade machine. super fun!! tho my arms were aching. why so unfit?!

after that went for the surprise birthday party for nik and tash planned by nadine...! HAHA. was rather last min but im glad i went. hmmmm.. i was late but still had to wait for the queens to arrive. lol. and cus i went alone while the others were all in their happy groups, i was like omg what should i do... should i read (i had my essential spanish book with me)? hahahah! but i think their church friends're very nice and friendly. and musically inclined.

plus i dressed damn lok kok-ly la. i should request they mosaic my stinky clothes and fbt and photoshop in some glam outfits..

oooooooooooooooooook. gosh. slacked the whole day yet again. somehow i feel like lazing my years away. lol kidding. hmmmmms. suddenly missing everyone.

natasha tay hui if ure reading. let's hang out soon ok! you havent treated me to my meal leh. haha. dont disappear from my life ok. same goes for you, you, you, you, and you.....!

haha K-boxing tmr! woohoo. gotta go rehearse some songs now. lol. oh wait, should preserve voice. hahaha. alright then..

hasta luego!





THANKS lun for being my buddy for almost... everything. new year shopping, feasting, sports.. life's awesome with u arnd!

hope i get pics from the party too. yep... better go study. nah i think i'd prefer sleeping. hmm. goodnites!


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我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

i think chinese songs are the most emo of all when it comes to the lyrics. why always lost love?! in any case, i like this song very much (: cheers... cant wait to k later!

UGH

you make my blood BOIL.

i hate u. honestly i do. cant stand the mere sight of you. or ur voice. or whatever that relates to u. i want you GONE.

yet you're still here. why are u still here... piece of crap. big fat effing parasite. i hate u. have i said that already?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

dont think anyone's ever irked me so much before.

once again.........noone here needs ur 'help' thank you. dont think that by offering to do things then everything is nice and rosy. everyone here hates u FYI. its so tough pretending not to feel anything..... so i decided to just drop the act and be hostile. dont see why i should be nice aniway. there u are having a time of ur life while practically everyone else is obviously not happy.

get the point u dense head....... or are u just pretending not to so u can take advantage like u always do.. wah lauuuuuuuuuuu i need an aunt agony!!! but then again, it's not something to publicise aniway. gahhh. not trying to sound like a victim or some noble person but i really feel like im sacrificing alot here. there's a limit to a person's tolerance and im about to max out all my patience and kindness.

i asked her why she does not say anything despite being equally unhappy and i was quite disappointed by the answer. so it's just to protect another person huh. wth..... what a lame answer.

in retrospect i should have really stayed in hall or something. i dont like it here.

please. go to hell. and i hope the fire there will burn ur unusually thick skin.

hai.. i feel sad. looks like all the pretence has taken its toll. :(

do u think i should just air my views? i really want to, but there's just so many things to consider. zzz. oh yeah met up with jiaying and shuling for dinner the other day, it was really awesome. had loadsa fun crapping around with them but also at the same time, we talked about the serious stuff, bout.....life? how people change when they as they grow older, for better or for worse. and having to weigh everything that they say. considering the repercussions of our words. like when u were young u didnt care if u lost ur image or hurt someone's feelings by throwing a tantrum, losing ur temper, picking up a fight. u scold someone, u make up with that person in no time. thats just how kids work.

oh well... verbal dirrhoea. just needed someplace to rant. shall go now. early lesson tmr. nites!

vamos!!!!!!

tennis fever. :D

played tennis at least 3 times these past few days... plus i totally sat my butt down for 4+++hrs watchin nadal vs federer, abandoning the mountains of work i have. not good, ended up blanking out for acct tutorial today :( but gosh, its never boring watching a feds-nadal finals. if anything, its THRILLING stuff. lol.. extremely happy that nadal emerged victorious but at the same time, it was really heartwrenching to see federer break down like that. :( i suppose it made everyone wanna cry together with him man... could see how much the title meant to him..

nvm, what nadal said was true anw, feds shouldnt forget that he is still a legend.

ohwell.. so nth much going on these days. just slacking around. actually i shouldnt be blogging now seeing how i still have 3 tasks on my agenda left undone... rahhh. okay anw signed up for vertical marathon! haha. i forsee it'll be quite tough for me seeing how i struggled to even climb 8 stories. LOL. oops. but then again, my sis' friend managed to complete it within 10mins so i guess it shouldnt be that inconceivable.

anw the date coincided with the impresario semi finals.. donkz. sometimes i dont even know whats the purpose being in the subcom.... they dont inform us about anything until the last min. was i of any help thru the planning of the event? hmmmmmmmmmmm besides contributing the measly 20bucks from stanchart i really cant recall what/how ive contributed. ohwelllllll.

espanol rocks! HAHA. random. but the sentence structure and and almost everything is really different from english so im afraid my grammar will deteriorate after the completion of the course. lol.. hopefully we;ll learn more stuff soon cus right now i only know how to introduce myself and nth else... HAHA. oh and numbers... :)

lala~~~~~~~~~~ sigh sometimes i hate being at home. dont even know why i must be subjected to all that nonsense all the time. back to the question of "in what way does all these seem normal to you?". haiya......... some people are just so thick skinned. people give way then u just inch further and further and further like who the fuck do u think u are. zz. everything also use use use use like we're obliged to give. a little bit it's fine la but i think u've really crossed the line. and sometimes i also duno why u cant just use ur authority and have some say in this. as if complaining non stop will help. see la, now wanna turn back also cannot already. qing shen rong yi song shen nan. wtf.

alright i'd better gone back to my beloved project and books. :(

I FEEL LIKE KBOXING!! anyone wanna go wimme? hehe

hasta luego!!!!!! :D

come home..

Come home, Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long, For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
So come home
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lol, current obsession with this song - come home by one republic. man, it must have been the saddest song ive heard in a very long time. cant stop listening to it. lol. all sis' fault. lol. of all things go and be obsessed with gossipgirls. HAHA. is the show really that nice? didnt really bother trying to watch since she sort of powered thru the dvd damn fast. hmmm, only one guy cute what.. nateeeeeeeee! :D

anw... finally a well-deserved CNY break! other than the holidays part im really feeling quite neutral bout it. it feels just like any other day, whats e difference? other than people dressing nicer, being noisier, cooking more, eating more, spending/receiving (depends how old u are lol) more money etc. haha. my dentist and marc low said the exact same thing. it's the season for comparing yet again. us humans(or is it just singaporeans???) seriously spend our whole life comparing... grades, apparel, hp, playstation, career, then kid's grades, then kid's careers, then grandkid's grades....... i dont see an end to it man.

lol all the blogging spirit seemed to have departed from me. cant even think of anything to say, tho quite alot of things happened lately. yawns... i should really start exercising more too. muscles were actually aching solely from running. mind you it wasnt intensive or anything.. zz

blah... bored and no inspiration. shall go watch FRIENDSSSS!!! :D haha. till the day im blessed with more creativity, i shant blog so much.

happy new year!

of school.

(080109 0052hrs)

omg im addicted to blogging. lol super no life. ohwells. what a tiring day today again!!! dont really feel like blogging bout the ecp orientation thingy. went there to bake myself in the sun and subject my legs to more uhhh, weathering. LOL. dead beat from all the standing and walking today. good exercise tho.

anw. xiao niang re had a really sucky ending. WTH. it's worse than a happy happy happy ending. wasted 2 hours of my life watching that piece of crap. actually i already sensed that it's going downhill but its still a rude shock. haha.. now the 9pm show is... no comments. but i know if someone doesnt kick that irritating yaya little girl i am going to. =p

oh and K-ing is damn fun! hahah. and i actually picked more chinese songs compared to english one can u believe it. prob cus the eng MVs are so ugly that it's such a turnoff.. aniways i went the other day and i realised how sucky my microphone voice is. okay fine maybe not JUST on the mike. haha. im suddenly an ardent fan of jay chou, realised i could sing most of his slow songs! and i totally paiseh-ed myself cos i could only sing the chorus part for some other songs. damn funny. so while zh was singing so nicely i was busy zhao xia-ing and wrecking the song at the side. gahhh.. i thought i was better than this but apparently i was wrong... haha. luckily there weren't many people or i also dont know where to bury my face.

i wanna learn to play the piano!!
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(070109)
bahhh. am supposed to be sleeping right now.. need as much rest as i can cus of some event i've stupidly involved myself in early morning tmr (actually technically today, gah!), hopefully it'll be really fun or what, if not i can just shoot myself in the head. ohwells despite that im still online and blogging because my hair isnt drying.. haha, the woes of long (straight) hair. =p

oh yeah everyone's been commenting on my hair lately when they see me real life or online. haha.. i cant help but beam with pride tho i know that someday the mane will still come back to haunt me. LOL. ohwell, shall enjoy the smooth straight hair while it lasts... and thanks for the compliments!!! haha self praise....

zz, hotmail really sucks through and through. wonders why it doesnt seem to wanna load even after refreshing countless times. maybe i should just switch to gmail or something. speaking of which i believe im probably the only soul who doesnt own either a facebook or gmail account. HAHA. people keep asking me to set up fb.. but aiya, it's principles vs uhhhh social norm. we'll see how it goes, keep tempting me, maybe i'll cave.

lala, first day back in school today....refreshing! it was nice seeing everyone again esp OB people and having our own picnic session during the lecture as usual. and darius dropping ever random comments that make us go -_-... the accounting lecturer was saying something bout assets and liabilities for the balance sheet and he went, "friends are assets too..." LOL madness.

oh well, i only went for a 2hr lecture and that's how tuesdays are gonna be for me. now i know why im having a whooping 5 day week... 2 of my days are absolutely fei4. one lesson per day is seriously......... a waste of day. LOL. pissed off at my timetable but i doubt i can shift it or do the e-swop thingy since noone would wanna take my fri 830am slot aniway. ass..

on the 5th i specially went to school to celebrate my sis's bday with her friends at ntu's sakae. haha they tricked her into carrying her tennis stuff all day but there were so many hiccups. including me smartly leaving the rackets at home :X hurhur too bad sis was slow to catch on our very flawed scam... was quite funny when she verbally pieced all our strange behaviour together finally.. and especially where she picked the numbers for toto. LOL.. classic.

yawnnns. 0115 hrs. i guess i'd better go off to bed now or i'll just faint tmr. gotta reach ecp at 7am.. that means waking up at 5!!!! omigod, duno why i always accept canvassing projects that make me sacrifice my beauty sleep. complexion is already as ugly as it is. zzz.. oh well, goodnights everyone! blog more soon.

hmmm.. and to you...all....... all the best in army!

you'll be safe here

happy 2009! *cheers*

this feels like a good year despite me feeling damn bored now with nothing to do. watched the countdown on tv just now..... no idea why the mediacorp people always like to fake enthusiasm when it comes to this kinda stuff.. ohwell! im only convinced by the reactions, or rather, the lack of it, from rui en. haha. she's super cool! qi yuwu too! chen xi.. haha.

the channel 8 party at vivo was much more enjoyable than its channel 5 counterpart at the floating platform. i know all the celebs lipsynced but the chn 5 people were being too obvious and it was so hard not to have goosebumps from their awkwardness. at least fake abit right... or maybe they did, that's why it was so fake. hmmm, i only enjoyed the live (truly) performance by rivermaya which happens to be the first song i hear in 2009 - you'll be safe here! stopped listening to it cus someone didnt like it but now it's different! haha.

hrmmmss! the last few days of 2008 was spent rather nicely for me.. haha. went for bbqs, cycling at ecp which almost ruined my butt and knees. but someday i'd want to cycle that long stretch of road to changi!! tho i'll probably be in great pain after accomplishing that. haha. not sure whats wrong with my knee joints but if they dont improve i might have to see a doctor bout it.. boo.

also met up with long lost friends but sadly i havent received the pics! gosh, i should save up and visit people who are studying abroad! it'll be awesome man, if only airfares werent so steep. blah. can't wait to go travelling..

anw sis just got back from phuket and she's become so tanned. HAHA. hilarious. and today amery sang while cooking pasta, supposedly to imitate the high class chefs and make the food nicer. not sure if the singing contributed to its taste but i think he has a nice voice! abit like a choiristor! nice.. haha. and eragon is a stupid sucky movie so dont watch. but if u do pls let me be there so i can watch ur expression. HAHA.

alritess enough of all the random stuff. im going to sleep soon... hmmmm hopes to take up driving this year! haha.. okok happy new year once again!

nites world.

merrrrrryyyy little christmas!

our wishes for 09!

oh wow.. im actually blogging again. 3rd time this week i think, what a miracle. probably people are gonna strike 4d liao..

0319hrs. am rather awake still despite walking arnd the whole day and not napping! today was quite a good day spent with jy and sl... haha. was supposed to showoff our superb voices to the world at some ktv place in chinatown, but the rooms are fully booked till jan 5th can you believe it. tho it's not really surprising la since school kids (assuming they form the majority of ktv people) are back to their very own hellhole once more so they'll empty up the place abit.

anw, town was flooded with people as expected. no idea why we chose to go there in the first place, maybe squeezing with people was fun or sth. but we left orchard after awhile anw.

hmmm, dont really celebrate christmas, but i feel this year has been pretty quiet. quiet CNY, quiet holidays, quiet birthday, quiet christmas, quiet new year most probably. quiet not as in boring, just.... ______ (blank). probably the lack of big groups of people celebrating ba. last year there was 1606, ajnb... pity my marketing group didnt organise anything. hmm. and come to think of it i've never gotten the chance to go around and bai4 nian2 like everyone else cus most of the relatives are in msia. seeing how things are now it might never happen. oh well, this year's been abit disappointing if you ask me, really hated 2008. zzz. haha. nvm, it will end in a matter of days..!

so yeah, was walking around with two 'bai2 ka1's the whole day at marina square but i still dragged them all around without any mercy. hehe. they were pretty amazed that my legs werent aching like theirs were. endurance training owing to my dental job..! shopped, crapped, ate, arcade-ed....simply catching up. it's nice. =D and the pics are nice too... gotta steal them from shuling's blog!

and the stupid flu was really irritating throughout the day. blew my nose like nobody's business and im sure thats why my head's hurting now.. haha. maybe the brain will explode from the huge pressure. kinda sounds like grey's anatomy with the blown artery case. was suddenly watching it again on starworld cus the medical cases are always quite interesting tho exaggerating. kinda makes up for the fact that meredith is just oh-so-annoying being her whiny self.

sian, its 0400 already. heard some strange noises again just now so i switched on my fan so that it wont be so quiet. am paranoid that once i turn arnd i would see things.. lol. zzz that reminded me of the nightmare i had the other day. i can still remember that sound. freaking creepy. exactly like that of..... oh no better stop thinking.. scared stiff. shall go now!

nites world... congrats for getting thru the entry, hence some pics for ya!