ill

zzz. im ill AGAIN, suffering from running nose and i think i need a breathing aid or sth. come to think of it i believe i've fallen sick at least 10 times this year. guess im getting weaker by the day. haha.. sian, im seeing the effects of ageing. bahh.

anw, went over to my aunt's house (without sis... AGAIN) for dinner ytd. had so much to eat..! and man was it crowded. it's like a mini gathering for my mom's side relatives. i thought i would die of boredom being the only teenager there but it turned out quite alright ba. altho there was not much for me to do except to play with the dog or my baby cousin. hahah. she's hilarious.. amused by everything, and screaming at everything. chasing the dog around (if i were a dog i'll be scared of her), squealing with joy when she sees the MRT. haha..

blissful childhood moments. i didnt understand most of her words though.. LOL. i suppose shes talking in her own baby lingo.... while her p6 bro is busy slanging away while playing his psp. haha. cute! and im not good at bomberman... rahhh.

anw, they started discussing the issue again, like what to do about the whole thing. dont think they came to a conclusion since the problems have become more serious now. didnt really need to eavesdrop cus they were talking so loudly, and i had to translate all that cantonese on my own.. heh. i understood okay.. ohwell..... just pray that everything will be fine!

hrmss. i feel like watching YESman. sometimes i think i should say yes a little more to liven up my life. probably the biggest regret is to keep hiding and backing away and watching my life pass me by. zzz. courage is what we all need.

alright it's getting late, mom cant wait for me to go to sleep so i can start saving electricity by switching off the laptop and lights. what to do, times are getting real hard, must save this, save that. electricity, water, everything. zzz. nowadays im also walking around without any cash on me... haha.

nights!

and yet, im still wondering...

tyra banks should stop making a fool outta herself

the title speaks for itself... i wanted to watch antm just now but i forgot how irritating tyra banks was and almost got a shock of my life when i saw her doing downright stupid things... and then i remembered, oh ya thats just tyra.

i think she should keep her sanity in check. why did she become flabby and uncool?!! and i cant stand the way the contestants cheered at every single thing she says, or just at the sight of her. i mean, what is there to cheer about?!!! it sorta reminds me of this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgZKjJt-TkU

MadTv rocks my socks!! i love their parodies of popular tv series and reality shows.. go browse thru if ya'll have the time, its just pure entertainment.

anyhoos, check this out too.....drumline! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-ONW4hUpMs

really, go watch!! gosh, it's awesome, makes me wanna learn the snares. and maybe teach the aspiring drummer in my estate to start learning RHYTHM. my god, u guys should come stay at my house and observe all the weird people.. :S we have drummers, parade commanders (yeah, weirdd huh) and loud sneezers, coughers... etc.

zzz. hmm anw, my boring blog, i didnt know if people were reading, so i was like, heck it, maybe if i left it alone to rot, new entries might magically appear. i was gonna make it more interesting by putting up a new blogskin, but well... the process is just so tedious and daunting. and the new blogskins.com isnt exactly very user friendly, i prefer the old one. so anw, i got bored after looking at the first ten skins. then i decided that designing stuff (or rather, cutting and pasting html) just wasnt my forte and i went to watch tv instead.

anybody with strong interest in blogskins wanna help me out? =D

so anw, turns out im not going overseas at all this holiday. not as if visiting relatives without sis (she's going phuket!!!) was gonna be real fun or what, but at least it would be.....something. ohwell.

hmmm, long story short, apparently something happened back home in msia. so yeah... sigh. we may not be real close but it still tugs my heart to hear of such happenings. things i thought would never, ever happen to us eventually did, blowing way outta proportion. zzz.

anw, woke up with not only a scratchy sore throat, but also sore ABS and TRICEPS. whahaha.yeah, back to gymming ytd, and boy was it crowded. i forgot its the freaking school holidays and probably everyone's rushing to build up their body for the upcoming christmas and new year. as usual people hogged the abs machine again.. rahh.

okay last event. haha. i found out something really jing4 bao4 ytd and i do think i make a great spy. haha.. i duno why but i am feeling all wooozy and sian-ed by it. is it cus it's him..?

ohwells!!!

december the seven

december the seventh. one word for it.... SHAGGED.

the main gist is that i really appreciated the runners who thanked us for trying our best to meet their drinking demands.. its really quite pressurizing for us as well when the drinks depleted and the never ending flow of runners kept crowding around the drinks table. for a very very long time, all i could see were hands.

as for the runners (and very sadly, mostly singaporeans) who scoffed at us when we were furiously scooping the 100plus from the tub using the cups instead of pouring it from the jugs.. SHAME ON YOU. i cant believe a physically drained person could actually utter comments like "ehhhhh your hands clean or not?!" when he is in need of some energy source. are they freaking kidding me... honestly we would be better off if they had gone ahead and continue another few kilometres in their thirst. maybe we could then be more hygenic without the unappreciative people.

seriously, people who dont appreciate really IRKS me.

and therefore i am still hoping you wont be one of them, but you are.. no different. does the one who loves more really inevitably suffer more? forgeddit, i just hoped you had chosen to leave things differently. and u could start off by not giving me the impression that u find it a freaking chore to talk to me.

haiyaaaaaaaa whatever.... on another note, should i ask?!!!!! hahaha. i think the idea of doing so would be quite weird and uh, desperate? but if i dont then i doubt i'll be seeing him anytime soon... haha. zzzzz. damn you exchange prog! LOL..

alright. shall go. maybe things will turn out okay.

overrrrrrrr

exams over wooohooo. finally man.

was hoping that i could finally spend some time with several groups of people... welll... all i can say is, hopefully so.

5 more days. i seriously pray and wish that maybe, just maybe, something will happen. whatever else, i guess it's just gonna be disappointing.

oh welllllll!

and oh my, sunday is marathon day! tho im not participating, im equally important for the event ok! imagine if the runners have noone to give them drinks.. how to sustain 42km! lol... i dont think i can ever manage 40 over km. maybe human race la. 10km is more realistic for me.

rashes are finally clearing. not as itchy anymore. thank god man. please be gone completely before sunday!!! so that i wont die under the sun. just in time for sentosa outing on the 9th too! hmmm gonna be meeting so many new people. scares me a little (HAHA) but i believe it'll be fun :D cheers to a more interesting uni life!

random thoughts.

its so weird that while my brain's saturated with all the stats and econs knowledge, i can still afford to have other thoughts.

about people. about injustice.

like how everyone else is celebrating the end of their exams without me... haha.. kidding, that, i can understand.

but what i dont get is how on earth can one be THAT thick skinned.

pretentious.. whatever.

i mean if youre indebted to us then the least you could do is to be subtle and try to spare a thought for everyone right..... im sure anyone else would have felt so weird and uneasy by this time already, but nooooo. you just take advantage of the situation. strutting around, using stuff that is not yours, for a longggggg time, not thinking about how we have everything to lose and nothing to gain.. like WTHHH i must say. WTH. i've never seen anyone with such.... a thick skin. maybe you have extra protection i guess..

although u do help us out at times.. seriously, its something we can all live without. so yeah....

and you know how everytime you exclaim "wahhhh this person damn buay paiseh..." and i laugh, its not cus its funny. well maybe it is, i duno. but its probably only cus what i picture in my head is this HUGEEE thought bubble with the words "LOOK WHO'S TALKING"

everytime some bigshot people says in their knowledgeable voice that theres no free lunch in this world, i'm thinking, really? cus if so then why do i feel like some of us are all year round santa clause.

and whyyyyy are you allowing everything to happen. i think youre the only one who's enjoying it. whatever happened to utilitarianism?!!!! i'm so sick of giving things up, especially if theres nothing in it for me. it seems like all people ever do is to take others for granted. human nature..?

oh wellllll just ranting, i'll get over it. or forced to anw.

haha.. im probably as neutral as i can be... besides i shouldnt be feeling anything but panicky for my exams. how come the exam questions are so different from the tutorial....!

sucks and im like having rashes (my friend reckons im allergic to studying LOL) and my foot's hurting. whyyyyy! oh and meow meow has been meowing two days straight... i dont think it's just hungry, if you know what i mean. hahaha.

omg pls bless me with lots of statistical abilities come wed, cus i'll be needing it.. for now, i shall go to bed. work tmr. siannnnn.

intense dieting and working out needed

looking at the pictures from a year and a half ago, i realised that i've not only become fairer (tho im not a dark person to begin with), but way way way way way FATTER.

i should do something about it.... yet i'm lazy.

tell me what i should do to get back in shape? go for jiaolian's training and complete all physical activities with as much intensity as the juniors... HAHAHA. i think that takes courage and sheer determination man...

ok fine i shall figure it out. i need an exercising buddy.

sleep deprived

greetings...! haha. blogging seems so foreign to me now, i've been interacting only with books lately so technology is abit of a no-no for me now. yawns.. damn tired!

had OB exam today, finally cleared one information heavy module (more to go) so im here to de-stress. anw, first exam in NTU.... had quite a sucky seat if you ask me, it's no.10! zz.. its too much to the side man! i prefer the feeling of being surrounded. HAHA and the stupid person pasted the seating arrangement upside down so i headed to the wrong direction and got laughed at by my friend.. hurrss..

anw, i seriously think im losing quite alot of my hair. it seems as tho the area around my study area is permanantly filled with hair.. i feel like a cleaner everyday having to pick em up.. zzz. im intending to have a HAIR MAKEOVER after exams!! hahaha. not sure if i should dye/highlight, but considering!! and and... watch out you stupid curly roots (yes they are making their presence felt yet again)..

BURP. back from lunch at macs. seriously theres nothing to eat in yew tee. all inedible overpriced junk. damn sad, now i feel super fat. shall run tonight!

and yes yes, something i have always wanted to rant when it comes to jogging.. have u ever felt like youre damn exhausted from your run and yet there's an excessive ringing from a bicycle? i swear its the most annoying experience ever. cyclists should not use the walkways... they are called sideWALKS for a reason. seriously, they have no right to ring their stupid bells at us (and worse, rudely and excessively) to get out of the way. if anything, they should be the ones doing so.

and they shouldnt go onto roads either, cus it's just dangerous. basically unless the cyclist is like some super zai tour de france winner they are considered traffic hazards, therefore they should only appear in parks or sth, and go gather their jingly pals (i think its their culture) and STAY OFF MY BACK.

they'd better not ring at me later.. or i might just give them a push when they pass me.

oh and since we're on the ranting mood, i cant stand stupid drivers with no empathy!!! seriously, especially on rainy days when u have no umbrella and you wanna cross the stupid road (mostly jay walk) and there u have this ANNOYING driver taking his own sweet time to move out of the way. what the hell right. he's already in a frigging car... why cant he be abit nicer and let poor people like us cross first. or even if they cant stand jaywalkers they can at least have the decency to move abit faster right.. sigh.

tsk. lol.. that was some verbal dirrhoea. now i feel sleepy. havent been sleeping at proper hours lately. many more sleepless nights to go tho.... zzzz. ohwell.

anw, anyone reading who's yet to finish your exams, GO STUDY!!!! no time no time.. and all the best yar, very soon we can partay. haha.. weird. i hope december will be packed with fun and games. i feel like travelling.

ok i am going abit mad (quoted from sis) so i should go sleep.. hopes i'll wake up in time for my jog.