ill

zzz. im ill AGAIN, suffering from running nose and i think i need a breathing aid or sth. come to think of it i believe i've fallen sick at least 10 times this year. guess im getting weaker by the day. haha.. sian, im seeing the effects of ageing. bahh.

anw, went over to my aunt's house (without sis... AGAIN) for dinner ytd. had so much to eat..! and man was it crowded. it's like a mini gathering for my mom's side relatives. i thought i would die of boredom being the only teenager there but it turned out quite alright ba. altho there was not much for me to do except to play with the dog or my baby cousin. hahah. she's hilarious.. amused by everything, and screaming at everything. chasing the dog around (if i were a dog i'll be scared of her), squealing with joy when she sees the MRT. haha..

blissful childhood moments. i didnt understand most of her words though.. LOL. i suppose shes talking in her own baby lingo.... while her p6 bro is busy slanging away while playing his psp. haha. cute! and im not good at bomberman... rahhh.

anw, they started discussing the issue again, like what to do about the whole thing. dont think they came to a conclusion since the problems have become more serious now. didnt really need to eavesdrop cus they were talking so loudly, and i had to translate all that cantonese on my own.. heh. i understood okay.. ohwell..... just pray that everything will be fine!

hrmss. i feel like watching YESman. sometimes i think i should say yes a little more to liven up my life. probably the biggest regret is to keep hiding and backing away and watching my life pass me by. zzz. courage is what we all need.

alright it's getting late, mom cant wait for me to go to sleep so i can start saving electricity by switching off the laptop and lights. what to do, times are getting real hard, must save this, save that. electricity, water, everything. zzz. nowadays im also walking around without any cash on me... haha.

nights!

and yet, im still wondering...