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i have no idea why im feelin so terrible now. mood's going down exponentially. shouldnt have worked so much today i guess... come to think of it i worked 9 to 5 today. came home feelin so damn grouchy. so sorry to anyone who msged me today and got curt replies. i really am not feeling the best.
welllllllll 've had better days.
if only i could pour everything out like i am so tempted to. but knowing that you might chance upon this makes it so difficult to do so. i wish i dun have to always feel like i'm the only one who cares, and being so desperate to make things right.
i need reassurance. because now, it just feels like everything ended the moment this year started. call me sensitive or needy if you must........... but thats how it seems to me. and whats so hurtful is that it almost seems as though you prioritise everything and everyone else way before me. considering everything i've done, putting myself on the line like that and then feeling like a fool. i duno, it's not the best feeling yeah?
sometimes, i'd need you to listen. and to care. cus a lil bit of concern once in awhile wont take too much outta ya, would it?
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