breathing

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be
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shoulder's still aching a little despite me going to the chi medicine place for treatment today. tho i'd have to say the massage made it abit better.. hmm, what i need is a good shoulder rub. but well, guess we'll just have to wait and see how the medicine holds up.

well, anw, this week has been quite bad, the only cheerful thing that's happened is probably the fact that i've finally had the opportunity to chat with sis. albeit mostly on the topic of school. it's been so long since i've exchanged so many words with her. it's part of growing up i suppose, as we age, our time will inevitably be devoted to different people. but in any case, am still really glad to have spoken with her.

sigh so bored. im beginning to question why on earth i started this post. okay shall go soon. tmr's ayden's gathering! hopes it'll be fun.. tho ktv-ing isnt really my cup of tea. lol, i think i'll just go "huh" and start stoning while everyone else sings the latest chi songs. what a surprise kit doesnt listen to chi songs... or any songs that are recent for that matter. i can only manage oldies.. guess zk is right when he said im auntie. lol. cant imagine myself singing in front of people either. heh! what to do, such a nice voice like mine (ahem) is only meant for my ears, and perhaps the things in the bathroom. ok we shall see how it goes tmr.. for all you know i might get high. haha..

yawns, i know im not producing the most interesting blog entries of late but heaven isnt helping me, what to do.. school is a total bore. i lost count on the number of times i drifted off to my own little world during the lectures. especially econs and stats. it's so.. challenging to stay focused with them droning on in such monotonous voices. kinda sad that the only time the econs lecturer managed to get any attention was when she made stupid comments about the microphone. haha but the seats are quite comfy.. (:

anw, just wanted to say that i miss all of my jc friends whom i cant seem to meet up with. netballers, 1606 (and my pw group!!!)... everyone. mm, and also not forgetting the lil ones who are still preparing for their As. zk and of coursee TASH! haha. anw, not sure if u'll be reading.. hmmm.. do tag if u are k. aaand take care of urself yea! gosh, saying these out loud makes me miss em all even more.): and oops, realised i dont really know many juniors. tsktsk. bet someone will think im hostile again..

ohwell, reminisce another day. shall go now. nights all.