Don't like it? Beat it!

a couple of things have been weighing on my mind recently, and i realised it revolves around the fact that people lack initiative. at least these particular people im referring to fall into this category.

i duno if i have owed people alot of stuff in my past life, that i have to be repaying them now, but i really feel that it is so unjust for me. i mean, i am sacrificing so much for one whom quite frankly, i really dun care about. and doing so much for another who wont care about me. just what on earth have i done them wrong to deserve this.

i mean, wont you feel embarrassed freeloading off another person AT ALL? i cant stand the way u strut here thinking its perfectly alright to be staying and that you belong. well i have news for you, YOU DONT. ahhhhhhhh. im so irritated. do u have any initiative to leave at all.. we dont owe u, and i damn sure dun want you here all the time. so bugger offfffff! its so disrespectful that u even changed ur address... like hello.

i dun think i can say this without revealing all the details so im not gonna. i just needed to rant.

ahhh i duno, my mind is so clouded now, cant really think. zzzzz. 've read two entries that say they dunwanna be burdened by technology (i.e handphones and such), and i think i might wanna join the list. for totally different reasons tho. at this point having a handphone sucks.

i feel so stupid. i wish i can take both of them outta my life right now, which will feel a tad weird but definitely, better.

i think i should go for more runs, tho it doesnt really burn any steam off cus i dun sweat. lol. hmm. which reminds me bout the night run with yilun round yishun. hehe.. was nice, cus i managed to sustain for 35-40 mins tho my lungs were hurting and leg was cramping. but yes, still no sweat. *burns the sweat glands alive* haha, good day spent.

rahhh i think its time for mythbusters. oh yes im going back to work on sat. siannnnnnn. dun really feel like teaching but i guess i'll have to go if i want my may pay. haha. rhymes...

ok shall go now. bbye.

i guess u'll never hear me when i say i miss u. u dun listen anymore.