shiawase

*melts*

managed to chiong finish "Yamada Taro Monogatari" in a day. seriously one of the best dramas i've caught so far. not only were there some laughs to share, but the entire series was so full of meaning. family, friendship, responsibilities.

basically it was about this princey boy who was admired by everyone in school. he's very kind, intelligent - everyone thought he was rich, but in fact he was very poor. and the show was about how he worked so hard to earn money to support his family of 8, and scrimped and saved for them.

honestly, if u showed me scenes of dying people in dramas, i may be unappreciative. sappy love stories, i may be unmoved. but if u put family and kids (especially) into the picture.... this kind of warmness, i dont think my heart can take it. :") i think almost every scene that involved them doing something sweet to their family got me all teary eyed. muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

its good to be rich, but we do not necessary need to be so in order to be happy.

i love K!

well.... i love to K and i love K!

let me explain myself. the first K refers to karaoke of course, and the second K is this singer who sang the 1 litre of tears theme song. "Only Human". omg melts. haha. such an old school drama/song i know.. and i didnt know he was korean. sigh melts.

i went to K at cash studios ytd with indah... sang JAP SONGS HAHAHA. super hilarious if u ask me. its probably the only situation where u will not see people staring at the screen while K-ing, but busy looking at their ipods/paper/BB for the lyrics. LOL. abit troublesome everytime ur song comes u'll be like EHHHH WAIT WAIT LET ME FIND THE LYRICS. hahaha. crazy stuff.

and of course my ability was rather limited being relatively new to this japanese stuff i basically mumbled through most of the lyrics like jaychou. so i had to pick out slow songs which were easier to follow, only to be accused of being emo. IM NOT LAH. is because im not pro at jap but have powerful vocals ok.

wah, singing jap songs is much more tiring than chinese songs. and halfway through i was zao-xia-ing like nobody's business. so we sang some english songs and it was freaking hilarious when we sang "When you believe" by whitney houston and mariah carey. hahaah. we totally acted just like them, e.g. doing their hand-actions whenever they try to hit super high notes. so fun.

let's go again! anyone wanna attend my concert can RSVP LOL.

doesnt feel like writing the PA report at all ^_^

sooooooo... my days of leg-shaking have begun! woohoo so exciting right. but not really la. this week is report time! i've lost my ability to write any form of paragraph longer than a blog entry. so it's going to be a sian week i suppose.

but it's workout week!!! or rather, the first week of workout. i plan to go on intensive gymming for the next 3 to 4 weeks. i realise that every single adult around me is telling me how fat i've become. HAHAHA. esp my mum, and my dentist Dr Chia!!! and today, my neighbour joined in the fun. LOL. zzzz.

but the comments they make are really super hilarious. lol. looking at my recent pictures i really got a shock too. so this is how the outside world sees me - frigging round. tmd. soooo.. im totally going to get rid of that O.L phenomenum tummy and all that other excess baggage on me. rahhh.. i think my blood is half blood half oil. dammit

today i did 10mins of running (lol embarrassing i could only sustain 2.5laps on the threadmill), 20mins of rowing, 20mins of elliptical machine (yeah baby that is awesome made me sweat like crazy), 10 mins of stair master. i hope to improve tmr. do more running and more stairs.

JIAYOU!!!! rahhh any ideas on how to lose fatsssss and build up LEAN muscles? LEAN LEAN LEAN muscles only please, i dont like the idea of looking like serena williams. must look around online then. must jog like crazy now.

P90X seems so awesome, but i dont think that's something i will do at home.....too many people watching!!! and i look stupid doing the kenpo routine. tmd why they do the kickboxing exercises until so cool while i believe i look like some uncoordinated person drowning on land. =(

yamashita-kun is my heart!:D

i believe..... that love is the answer

i chanced upon this song "I believe" by Blessed Union of Souls at citysquaremall the other day during our farewell dinner, woahhhh.. memories of AJ kept pouring back. haha. think i listened to it rather excessively last time. =)

but anyway, LONG TIME NO SEE! and woahhhhh blogger can actually customise templates! haha. still exploring which one to pick. for now it's rather erm... bluish? hmmmmmmmm... simple is nice but i dont think it goes with the lips design that joyceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee set out for me. haha. maybe something brighter will be good. but for now that will just have to do. ^_^

okay so for now, internship is over! =) 10 weeks have passed just like that. we;re all happy. not that we hate working there or whatever, but it's just a relief i guess. met some really cool people there, hope we continue to stay in touch. i guess mj will finally have peace now without my random disturbances. LOL.

so whats next? well, i have HK to look forward to! havent planned out the itinerary, should probably start doing so! oh but before that, gotta write my professional attachment report. DAMN SIAN JUST PASS ME CAN ANOT WHY MUST WRITE REPORT.

pretense

oh whats up, so work has started and it's kinda stressful and boring. everyday is a countdown session. haha. but it's alright i guess. time seems to pass by quite fast anyway, it's already nearing the end of 2nd week!

so im constantly tired.

and anyway i feel that im such an evil person to be hoping for something (not entirely good, but frankly actually its all relative cuz it will be THE BEST FOR ME) that i know will happen sooner or later. haha i am just waiting for it to happen.

i am sorry but unlike them, i dont feel any sympathy for you. like i always say, dont take things for granted. personally i dont think you're fit to be with her and isn't it a little too late to shower concern now. used to be so bloody yaya and acting like the ball is in your court with your stupid attitude. shameless. HA. i cant wait for it to explode in your face.

please, stop trying to do nice things for us. some people may be softhearted because of this but i for sure wont. i think it's nothing but a desperate move to retain your position here. i wont buy it, and it just makes me sick to my stomach, if anything. you were never that nice or considerate in the past.

so bugger off. i am loving this. hahahaha. i am evil. ;)

the ugly truth

somehow, i really dont like it when people criticise me. or rather, say things about me that isnt entirely a criticism, but could be considered quite embarrassing.

why do people like to do that to others all the time?

of course, like any other, i say mean things about others too. but i believe that i only do that for people who really deserve it. like say, rissy low. i dont think anyone would disagree that all the unpleasant things targeted at her are as a result of her own actions. directly. i really dont badmouth people alot u know.... haha.

so why are people saying stuff like that about me, and sometimes to me in my face (which by the way, is getting abit fat lately lol)? maybe it is all true.... maybe i am really like that. but so what? what warrants you the right to say such a thing. what have i ever done to you all?

really sick of this shit. okay whatever this may make me seem like im a petty or uptight person who cant take a "joke". but really, why do you wanna shake another person's confidence like that. like take for example, why would u wanna tell an ugly person that you feel that he/she is ugly? it's not like that person had gotten into your way or anything right. it's not like they can help how they look like. so shut up about it already.

and of all people, YOU. what the fuck. who the heck are you to say things like that about me. first of all i already dont like you, which i think is pretty obvious judging from the cold replies i give to you all the time. i detest having to face you every single day. my respect for you is non existent, the lack of shame in you is appalling. who on earth takes advantage of other people's hospitality like that, to this extent? and we cant say anything coz i am very sure it will get ugly.

hai i duno. im not feeling so good today.

its 4am and there's work tomorrow, i mean later.

i dont feel like going to work later....... bleah

so much to do, school is starting soon!!!! in slightly more than a day. im not done with my revision! haha.. see la, there's no discipline. 1 week is more than enough to read, and re-read, and re-read. too bad i spent the time unwisely.

i just realized, i have a very very very very very bad habit of not replying to smses... even to those that obviously require my reply to, say, a question. erm, sorry!! i didnt use to be like that, my reply used to be INSTANT. haha.

but now if im doing something, (or sometimes nothing at all) i will leave the task of replying to later, and eventually forget all about it. sigh, all my friends dont like to reply smses as well, so perhaps that has rubbed off on me too. ^_^

OH YEAHHHH I FINALLY FOUND SE SUPONE BY LUIS FONSI. his songs are the best. k i just realized that i have more spanish and jap songs on my laptop than all my english songs combined. hahaha. =)