sooooooo... my days of leg-shaking have begun! woohoo so exciting right. but not really la. this week is report time! i've lost my ability to write any form of paragraph longer than a blog entry. so it's going to be a sian week i suppose.
but it's workout week!!! or rather, the first week of workout. i plan to go on intensive gymming for the next 3 to 4 weeks. i realise that every single adult around me is telling me how fat i've become. HAHAHA. esp my mum, and my dentist Dr Chia!!! and today, my neighbour joined in the fun. LOL. zzzz.
but the comments they make are really super hilarious. lol. looking at my recent pictures i really got a shock too. so this is how the outside world sees me - frigging round. tmd. soooo.. im totally going to get rid of that O.L phenomenum tummy and all that other excess baggage on me. rahhh.. i think my blood is half blood half oil. dammit
today i did 10mins of running (lol embarrassing i could only sustain 2.5laps on the threadmill), 20mins of rowing, 20mins of elliptical machine (yeah baby that is awesome made me sweat like crazy), 10 mins of stair master. i hope to improve tmr. do more running and more stairs.
JIAYOU!!!! rahhh any ideas on how to lose fatsssss and build up LEAN muscles? LEAN LEAN LEAN muscles only please, i dont like the idea of looking like serena williams. must look around online then. must jog like crazy now.
P90X seems so awesome, but i dont think that's something i will do at home.....too many people watching!!! and i look stupid doing the kenpo routine. tmd why they do the kickboxing exercises until so cool while i believe i look like some uncoordinated person drowning on land. =(
yamashita-kun is my heart!:D
Monday, July 19, 2010
Saturday, July 17, 2010
i believe..... that love is the answer
i chanced upon this song "I believe" by Blessed Union of Souls at citysquaremall the other day during our farewell dinner, woahhhh.. memories of AJ kept pouring back. haha. think i listened to it rather excessively last time. =)
but anyway, LONG TIME NO SEE! and woahhhhh blogger can actually customise templates! haha. still exploring which one to pick. for now it's rather erm... bluish? hmmmmmmmm... simple is nice but i dont think it goes with the lips design that joyceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee set out for me. haha. maybe something brighter will be good. but for now that will just have to do. ^_^
okay so for now, internship is over! =) 10 weeks have passed just like that. we;re all happy. not that we hate working there or whatever, but it's just a relief i guess. met some really cool people there, hope we continue to stay in touch. i guess mj will finally have peace now without my random disturbances. LOL.
so whats next? well, i have HK to look forward to! havent planned out the itinerary, should probably start doing so! oh but before that, gotta write my professional attachment report. DAMN SIAN JUST PASS ME CAN ANOT WHY MUST WRITE REPORT.
but anyway, LONG TIME NO SEE! and woahhhhh blogger can actually customise templates! haha. still exploring which one to pick. for now it's rather erm... bluish? hmmmmmmmm... simple is nice but i dont think it goes with the lips design that joyceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee set out for me. haha. maybe something brighter will be good. but for now that will just have to do. ^_^
okay so for now, internship is over! =) 10 weeks have passed just like that. we;re all happy. not that we hate working there or whatever, but it's just a relief i guess. met some really cool people there, hope we continue to stay in touch. i guess mj will finally have peace now without my random disturbances. LOL.
so whats next? well, i have HK to look forward to! havent planned out the itinerary, should probably start doing so! oh but before that, gotta write my professional attachment report. DAMN SIAN JUST PASS ME CAN ANOT WHY MUST WRITE REPORT.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
pretense
oh whats up, so work has started and it's kinda stressful and boring. everyday is a countdown session. haha. but it's alright i guess. time seems to pass by quite fast anyway, it's already nearing the end of 2nd week!
so im constantly tired.
and anyway i feel that im such an evil person to be hoping for something (not entirely good, but frankly actually its all relative cuz it will be THE BEST FOR ME) that i know will happen sooner or later. haha i am just waiting for it to happen.
i am sorry but unlike them, i dont feel any sympathy for you. like i always say, dont take things for granted. personally i dont think you're fit to be with her and isn't it a little too late to shower concern now. used to be so bloody yaya and acting like the ball is in your court with your stupid attitude. shameless. HA. i cant wait for it to explode in your face.
please, stop trying to do nice things for us. some people may be softhearted because of this but i for sure wont. i think it's nothing but a desperate move to retain your position here. i wont buy it, and it just makes me sick to my stomach, if anything. you were never that nice or considerate in the past.
so bugger off. i am loving this. hahahaha. i am evil. ;)
so im constantly tired.
and anyway i feel that im such an evil person to be hoping for something (not entirely good, but frankly actually its all relative cuz it will be THE BEST FOR ME) that i know will happen sooner or later. haha i am just waiting for it to happen.
i am sorry but unlike them, i dont feel any sympathy for you. like i always say, dont take things for granted. personally i dont think you're fit to be with her and isn't it a little too late to shower concern now. used to be so bloody yaya and acting like the ball is in your court with your stupid attitude. shameless. HA. i cant wait for it to explode in your face.
please, stop trying to do nice things for us. some people may be softhearted because of this but i for sure wont. i think it's nothing but a desperate move to retain your position here. i wont buy it, and it just makes me sick to my stomach, if anything. you were never that nice or considerate in the past.
so bugger off. i am loving this. hahahaha. i am evil. ;)
Thursday, April 1, 2010
the ugly truth
somehow, i really dont like it when people criticise me. or rather, say things about me that isnt entirely a criticism, but could be considered quite embarrassing.
why do people like to do that to others all the time?
of course, like any other, i say mean things about others too. but i believe that i only do that for people who really deserve it. like say, rissy low. i dont think anyone would disagree that all the unpleasant things targeted at her are as a result of her own actions. directly. i really dont badmouth people alot u know.... haha.
so why are people saying stuff like that about me, and sometimes to me in my face (which by the way, is getting abit fat lately lol)? maybe it is all true.... maybe i am really like that. but so what? what warrants you the right to say such a thing. what have i ever done to you all?
really sick of this shit. okay whatever this may make me seem like im a petty or uptight person who cant take a "joke". but really, why do you wanna shake another person's confidence like that. like take for example, why would u wanna tell an ugly person that you feel that he/she is ugly? it's not like that person had gotten into your way or anything right. it's not like they can help how they look like. so shut up about it already.
and of all people, YOU. what the fuck. who the heck are you to say things like that about me. first of all i already dont like you, which i think is pretty obvious judging from the cold replies i give to you all the time. i detest having to face you every single day. my respect for you is non existent, the lack of shame in you is appalling. who on earth takes advantage of other people's hospitality like that, to this extent? and we cant say anything coz i am very sure it will get ugly.
hai i duno. im not feeling so good today.
why do people like to do that to others all the time?
of course, like any other, i say mean things about others too. but i believe that i only do that for people who really deserve it. like say, rissy low. i dont think anyone would disagree that all the unpleasant things targeted at her are as a result of her own actions. directly. i really dont badmouth people alot u know.... haha.
so why are people saying stuff like that about me, and sometimes to me in my face (which by the way, is getting abit fat lately lol)? maybe it is all true.... maybe i am really like that. but so what? what warrants you the right to say such a thing. what have i ever done to you all?
really sick of this shit. okay whatever this may make me seem like im a petty or uptight person who cant take a "joke". but really, why do you wanna shake another person's confidence like that. like take for example, why would u wanna tell an ugly person that you feel that he/she is ugly? it's not like that person had gotten into your way or anything right. it's not like they can help how they look like. so shut up about it already.
and of all people, YOU. what the fuck. who the heck are you to say things like that about me. first of all i already dont like you, which i think is pretty obvious judging from the cold replies i give to you all the time. i detest having to face you every single day. my respect for you is non existent, the lack of shame in you is appalling. who on earth takes advantage of other people's hospitality like that, to this extent? and we cant say anything coz i am very sure it will get ugly.
hai i duno. im not feeling so good today.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
its 4am and there's work tomorrow, i mean later.
i dont feel like going to work later....... bleah
so much to do, school is starting soon!!!! in slightly more than a day. im not done with my revision! haha.. see la, there's no discipline. 1 week is more than enough to read, and re-read, and re-read. too bad i spent the time unwisely.
i just realized, i have a very very very very very bad habit of not replying to smses... even to those that obviously require my reply to, say, a question. erm, sorry!! i didnt use to be like that, my reply used to be INSTANT. haha.
but now if im doing something, (or sometimes nothing at all) i will leave the task of replying to later, and eventually forget all about it. sigh, all my friends dont like to reply smses as well, so perhaps that has rubbed off on me too. ^_^
OH YEAHHHH I FINALLY FOUND SE SUPONE BY LUIS FONSI. his songs are the best. k i just realized that i have more spanish and jap songs on my laptop than all my english songs combined. hahaha. =)
so much to do, school is starting soon!!!! in slightly more than a day. im not done with my revision! haha.. see la, there's no discipline. 1 week is more than enough to read, and re-read, and re-read. too bad i spent the time unwisely.
i just realized, i have a very very very very very bad habit of not replying to smses... even to those that obviously require my reply to, say, a question. erm, sorry!! i didnt use to be like that, my reply used to be INSTANT. haha.
but now if im doing something, (or sometimes nothing at all) i will leave the task of replying to later, and eventually forget all about it. sigh, all my friends dont like to reply smses as well, so perhaps that has rubbed off on me too. ^_^
OH YEAHHHH I FINALLY FOUND SE SUPONE BY LUIS FONSI. his songs are the best. k i just realized that i have more spanish and jap songs on my laptop than all my english songs combined. hahaha. =)
Friday, February 26, 2010
so where do you get your motivation?
it's funny that i still type in the wrong password (because usually philly_sixers is associated with another password for my mails and stuff) whenever i try to access my blog. happens without fail everytime. blame it on the naughty password that i have *stares at joyce*. ;-)
alright, so how's everyone? surviving this crazy semester? im doing great! lol. okay i'm not exactly having alot of fun and am massively behind in terms of academic progress, but i find that im relaxing alot! that's good, right?
i'm looking to get my blackberry soon. slurps. haha. although it's probably just a want rather than a need at this point in time..... but things like this still get me excited.
hmmm, lately i'm feeling so zoned out all the time. i don't really know why, is it due to the fact that i'm always tired? it's a sickness man. haha. probably need to exercise more =) but yeah, it's strange. sometimes i'll just get this out-of-the-world feeling all of a sudden. and i'll be like, "hey, i'm alive! how strange.". as if i'm teleported to this world from...nowhere. it's really difficult to explain, but i'm feeling more and more of it these days. are these signs of ageing? disillusionment? am i approaching closer to death?
i remember eons ago during higher chinese lessons where my teacher was going through some liang shan bo stuff (or was it), and he posed a question that what if dreams, were in fact, reality? and what we think of as reality is nothing more than a dream. haha if so, i gotta say, i have a really boring dream. =p
well, that was really random. i think im reading too much of yamashita's diary on facebook thats why. he's really adorable with all that randomness!! it's just his style... his aura =) oh no, am i going to like every single entry from him? i believe so!!! haha. i just liked another one! it's so funny the way he says it..
lol. madness.
hmmm, sometimes i feel, i'm really not driven enough. and i feel quite guilty whenever i hear my dentist tell me about the achievements of his son, being a councillor, topping the cohort/class, participating in and winning school events, etc etc etc. why has he, at a tender age of 16, been able to achieve so much more than me? i guess we can attribute it to the upbringing. but ultimately, it's nothing more than an excuse.
just where do you get your motivation? and how? i'd really want to know - it's something for me and everyone to think about.
alright, so how's everyone? surviving this crazy semester? im doing great! lol. okay i'm not exactly having alot of fun and am massively behind in terms of academic progress, but i find that im relaxing alot! that's good, right?
i'm looking to get my blackberry soon. slurps. haha. although it's probably just a want rather than a need at this point in time..... but things like this still get me excited.
hmmm, lately i'm feeling so zoned out all the time. i don't really know why, is it due to the fact that i'm always tired? it's a sickness man. haha. probably need to exercise more =) but yeah, it's strange. sometimes i'll just get this out-of-the-world feeling all of a sudden. and i'll be like, "hey, i'm alive! how strange.". as if i'm teleported to this world from...nowhere. it's really difficult to explain, but i'm feeling more and more of it these days. are these signs of ageing? disillusionment? am i approaching closer to death?
i remember eons ago during higher chinese lessons where my teacher was going through some liang shan bo stuff (or was it), and he posed a question that what if dreams, were in fact, reality? and what we think of as reality is nothing more than a dream. haha if so, i gotta say, i have a really boring dream. =p
well, that was really random. i think im reading too much of yamashita's diary on facebook thats why. he's really adorable with all that randomness!! it's just his style... his aura =) oh no, am i going to like every single entry from him? i believe so!!! haha. i just liked another one! it's so funny the way he says it..
lol. madness.
hmmm, sometimes i feel, i'm really not driven enough. and i feel quite guilty whenever i hear my dentist tell me about the achievements of his son, being a councillor, topping the cohort/class, participating in and winning school events, etc etc etc. why has he, at a tender age of 16, been able to achieve so much more than me? i guess we can attribute it to the upbringing. but ultimately, it's nothing more than an excuse.
just where do you get your motivation? and how? i'd really want to know - it's something for me and everyone to think about.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
ohiyo!
haha, despite the really crazy school week i am having now, im still slacking around!
like now, totally enjoying code blue (and yamapi). haha. i just realized, season 2 is really good. better than season one as of now (ep 3). they're following the footsteps of desperate housewives hehe. with narration and a central theme. that somehow makes it quite artistically well done. so yeah! looking forward to more!
but my heart is still made of stone, didnt find any scene particularly touching.. i mean it is. but just not enough to move me to tears.
anw, am taking a rather interesting elective in school now. basically we go there to watch some movies that are seemingly based on science, and then we discuss about the theories behind it - whether its accurate or total bull. haha.
we watched GATTACCA yesterday (by ethan hawke and jude law). quite an old movie.. it is a really good show. havent watched anything like this in awhile. GO WATCH (esp yanling hehe bio student)! it was quite hilarious really... some people OHHHHHHH-ed until so loud when the teacher gave an interesting insight that the title of the movie is made up of CGTA (the nucleotide bases of our DNA).
man, i really really miss biology. I have forgotten most of the concepts actually. gotta dig out my jc notes omg...! the lecturer goes so fast like a choo choo train. she takes one lecture to finish what we would have done in a month. haha. i'm finding it really difficult to understand MEIOSIS omg. but well, it wasnt easy for me during JC either.. haha
like now, totally enjoying code blue (and yamapi). haha. i just realized, season 2 is really good. better than season one as of now (ep 3). they're following the footsteps of desperate housewives hehe. with narration and a central theme. that somehow makes it quite artistically well done. so yeah! looking forward to more!
but my heart is still made of stone, didnt find any scene particularly touching.. i mean it is. but just not enough to move me to tears.
anw, am taking a rather interesting elective in school now. basically we go there to watch some movies that are seemingly based on science, and then we discuss about the theories behind it - whether its accurate or total bull. haha.
we watched GATTACCA yesterday (by ethan hawke and jude law). quite an old movie.. it is a really good show. havent watched anything like this in awhile. GO WATCH (esp yanling hehe bio student)! it was quite hilarious really... some people OHHHHHHH-ed until so loud when the teacher gave an interesting insight that the title of the movie is made up of CGTA (the nucleotide bases of our DNA).
man, i really really miss biology. I have forgotten most of the concepts actually. gotta dig out my jc notes omg...! the lecturer goes so fast like a choo choo train. she takes one lecture to finish what we would have done in a month. haha. i'm finding it really difficult to understand MEIOSIS omg. but well, it wasnt easy for me during JC either.. haha
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