why there good morning

buenos dias. its close to 4am and im still awake. gotta turn that clock (or the globe) around soon right.

okay so i have been getting complaints that i do not update often or that i write too much or that my blog is pictureless(i'm with you on that!)..... haha well what can i say, many entries with few words against few entries with many words, i'll pick the latter. let my thoughts accumulate! makes me seem a little more deep.

but not very intellectual huh if im watching youtube videos for what, 4 straight hours? but check out jeff dunham the velintriliquist(however you spell it!). seriously, search his videos on youtube - he's AWESOMELY funny. hahaha. those that involve walter are the best! it's downright hilarious, and darkly witty LOL. love it when walter complains about his wife and well, almost everything in his "shut the hell up" voice.

some of my favourites:

jeff: well they say women ages like fine wine
walter: she (his wife) ages like milk.

jeff: how long have you been married?
walter: so whats it now.... 46 years
jeff: ah so what is the happiest moment of your life?
walter: 47 years ago

walter: remember when you said till death do us part?
jeff: yeah
walter: later you realise that youre actually setting a goal.

jeff: youre not too old, i do know that i have grandparents well over their 80s who are still havin fun.
walter: they're 80? good god.. what kinda sex is that?
"was it good for you?"
"ohh i cant remember"
"WE JUST FINISHED"
"who are you...?!!"

HAHHAAHAHA, grumpy old men are funny.... tho i'll hate to meet them. and so now im watching russell peters and his racial jokes too. man it does not get old..

haha whoops 12 hrs have passed since the above paragraph and i shall continue on this entry. hmmm actually nothing interesting for me to update on. unless you wanna hear about the fact that results are coming out next fri CHEERS. lol. exciting isnt it. and i cant wait for me to pass my BTT (yep finally im attempting to learn driving) so i can start being a hazard on the road once again. decided to just enrol as a school member rather than private since im so lazy to source for an instructor that isnt from ubi(my goodness its so far...). if i dont do it now i probably never will. SO yeah.. but that just means money out of my pocket which sucks.

kinda excited bout my pulau ubin trip tmr. LOL.. the only trouble is waking up early and all that travelling. zzz. i suppose next week will be fun too. tentative meetup plans with so many long-lost friends i havent heard from literally, in YEARS. hopefully no awkward silences haha. plus i just talked to my sem2 classmate and found out that he's doing relief teaching too. seems like a very popular job amongst many but it's such a no-no for me after that stint in my tuition centre last year. wow time really flies man that was more than a year ago, cant believe i survived work!sometimes i still feel like im living in 2007 where life was still nice and rosy and nothing seems to matter. budden as with all good things, they just stop living.

and i think i am really okay with it but i really have the habit of reminiscing. and i hate the way things are left between us. sometimes i cant help but being pissed thinking about it but then i realise, ive honestly done all i can and if thats the way its gonna be, so be it la. i really have no intention of wasting any of my braincells further. a new life without all that crap is what i aspire to achieve =D

alrights. time for more videos. shall sign off with some pics, do i hear a resounding FINALLY. yeh they're on facebook but so what, i wana liven my blog. goodbye for now






darius multitasking driving and phototaking. hahaha. (IM KIDDING!)



jieyu pangseh!!!!



i am forever number one but why on earth is my trophy the ntu water bottle from goodie bags. and not to mention the podium is beside some vending machine.

OH YES i just realised the little nyonya shit at the indoor stadium is tomorrow and that means no more of that ABSOLUTE NONSENSE CRAP SONG on advert anymore. yay to that!!

stupid people i encounter at work.

whining alert:

i can finally relate to michelle's comment bout patients driving her blood pressure high. i managed to encounter a whole bunch of self righteous people, all in one day.

first of all, i cant stand those who complain and complain bout the long wait and pulling a long face at me, and when they come in for their treatment and the doctor asks them if they had been waiting long (sometimes apologizing), they give a very noble reply of "aiya no la..(sometimes in all smiles)". stupid. probably cus they know the nurses cant do a thing to them while the doctor can decide to charge them more or smth.

and today... someone by the name of "Mrs Lee (she refused to tell me her full name - like ohhhhkay im sooooo gonna perform some black magic using her magical name -_-)" actually faked-british-accent me!!! OMG i wanted to slap her. if only i could staple her mouth and knock sense into her over the telephone. i guess she's those kinda well educated person who had to downgrade herself due to the current economic crisis. my god. cant stand these forced-to-downgrade people. to think they can still remain snobbish and think the world is under their control. not anymore my dears!

im usually very very nice...or at least i try to be when i talk to people at work (haha not self praise), which is probably why some assholes will try to walk all over me. ohwell i can be mean if i wanted to... i was this close to faking a british accent back just to make fun of her, but confrontations are just not my style..... and doc would not appreciate me wasting precious time on her. hahaha. =) anw i took the opportunity to hang up on her, that felt kinda shiok. hehe.

good thing i didnt request for full time at the clinic... dont feel like facing people like these everyday. altho i guess, we shouldnt be so picky when the economy is so bad.. budden, it seems that people arent that desperate for jobs anw considering how many people came and went in my clinic (most of whom i didnt even get to see).

i agree with what my dentist says, people are all working for the sake of money. passion... i dont know man. unless u're working in a really fun and exciting job (eg. those related to travelling!!! or the best job in the world which currently people are competing for), i believe that it'll die off eventually. so the only motivation that keeps u going would be the remuneration. so yeah i dont deny im working for the money too, in a way im also glad i chose accountancy since the remuneration factor should be not so bad? hopefully it would be so when i go out to work next time.

anw on another (equally bad) note, this swine flu thingy is really a big buster to many of our plans huh. so troublesome to travel because of it and of course theres the issue of fear yada yada. hopes it blows off soon before our 3 mth break ends so i can at least get to enjoy for awhile. gahhh.

so anw, been eating alot these days, for example last week where me jo and darius' dinner plans became one whole night of eating.. we were still munching away the stingray and lala at 1plus am luh.. how not to get fat? but it was a good night of chilling and chatting, i think D is full of insights about life and all.. LOL. so hmm until now i havent found the time to exercise since im so tired by evening.

maybe i should take up some self improvement courses. always eager to learn new things =) any recommendations?

aiyo. am i the only one who thinks that confessions of a shopaholic is so lame. especially the part where all the financial people seems to embrace rebecca's work and honesty. for real...

cheated all this while!

WTH!!!! irritated! i just spent..no, wasted probably one hour of my life trying to clear my ntu email. lol i swear..... its a job i wouldnt wanna repeat man. i shall uhm, delete after i read and not let it collate next time. altho, i guess thats what any normal person would do right.. sigh.

should have noticed something wrong already. my unread mail number is increasing everyday, yet i dont see any new mails. and being me, of course i didnt bother to check right. haha.. and to think i still kept commenting bout how its the exam period and they didnt wanna bother us with any emails.

how wrong was i. turns out all my new mails had been directed to god-knows-where...the freaking 2nd last page of my inbox. which is crazy.. who will browse to the 2nd last page?!! and guess what they had been sending me?

countless mails every other day that my mailbox is closed because the size had been exceeded. omg.. they could have saved the little remaining space i have on real emails right.. gahhh. check these out man:




okay no idea why im droning on and on about this email fuss when i had just spent the past hr trying to clear it. haha. ok shall stop whining.

anw tis the season to be jolly because it's time for MEETUPS. gosh... so happy. had so many impromptu lunches this week luh.. and dinner tmr with my happy3friends.. still have not decided where to eat. hopefully wont really go back to ntu to eat macs. LOL. oh yay and another lunch on fri too. so as u can see i probably wont be starting on my exercise plan anytime soon. technically im already behind schedule by 1week. another week wont kill la hor. i need a trainer......

oh yeah, been using so much com these days, seriously pray that i wont go blind! eyes are getting blur-ier and more tired by the day. CANNOT, especially when i keep thrashtalking others about how i have perfect eyesight. heees. okay better sleep earlier tonight.

hmmms. actually a part of me doesnt want the day to come although its really what i'd been hoping for. cus i know, it'll probably be the last time, or at least, for the time being. i guess it just feels better eagerly waiting for the day to come - knowing it eventually will and theres still something to look forward to, rather than it having passed. i really have to learn how to deal with departures man..

so cute!

i have renewed my love for my nadal!!!! HAHAHA

was (and still am) checking out his interviews and i realised he's incredibly funny. omg.... charming!

he does not merely look good and all. he has a wonderful heart too (and i would know because.....). it really shows in the videos: how he treated everyone, especially kids (DAMN SWEET). omg omg melts. i am in my own world now lol

i wanna be mrs nadal. but we all know how it'll turn out right. haiya his gf is so lucky. ZZZZ. LOL but still, no harm dreaming. :D

and on another note it is really HOT IN HERE. literally burning. and its so stuffy!!! sigh, damn the weird freakish weather. make me sweat after i had taken a bath. seriously this spells trouble man, earth is dying! save the environment leh...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYjjnfBg-LM ----> this is the best. it's freaking hilarious :D i bet i'd dream of nadal tonight. hahaha sigh i also wanna get hit by the tennis ball if thats what it takes to take a photo with him! RAH random ahahha.

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latest:

muahahhahaha just one word: celebramos!!!!! :D:D:D:D es una fiesta!

oh my.. tres meses de vacacciones. okay la actually the excitement sorta died down already la. now its just 3 months of dunno doing what.

and its just so weird. i dont think that im ever gonna feel the same with you anymore. ohwell.

gonna go learn my spanish song liao. hmmmm suddenly duno what to do with my free time. HAHA.

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i thought i would really enjoy 1000000% studying for spanish.....

but i guess i was wrong. it's so difficult to stay still and plant ur butt on the chair to study with full concentration when u know there are so many other more interesting things for u to do... it being the last paper doesnt help elevate its importance much either!! really cant stand the dull motion of studying. zz.

NO i cant just relax... cant cant cant especially if every single subject makes a difference to my gpa now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

plus i have 3 months of break after today.

yeah i should keep cool and go study. go study go study go study!!!!

AAAAAHHHHHHH :D

do you feel the heat?

wahhhh no time no time no time. i can chant this forever and it still wouldnt change. maybe i shouldnt be blogging then. HAHA.

gosh.. i regret slacking last week away. :( plus i study at the speed of snail probably. think i studied for about than 10 hrs and yet ive only done like 2 lectures. OMG. die. at least im done with financial acct.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh this sucks.

-edits-

haha lazy to start another entry. gahhhh.. cant stop slacking. gotta really pick the pace up already seeing how tough the week is ahead of me. two of my feared papers almost squeezed together. still damn irritated with the schedule.

and as crazy as it sounds, i do miss my lessons man. mainly due to the fact that i managed to get rather interesting profs this sem that really make classes fun. especially so for bizlaw. prof valerie is the best! shes really super (x100000) nice and funny despite being so zai. and altho she's the associate dean of nbs, she displays no airs at all. hopes our class will do well with her insights! :D and marc low for IT. haha. never fails to make us laugh.. profesora cristina too. HAHA :D

so ya whats new... well, accounting let me down..i guess i will have to depend on bizlaw and fm and espanol already... jiu ming ah.

anw the weirdest thing me and sis talk about:
the scene begins with my heartfelt declaration of love for acct when i was still busy mugging for it.

me: i love mr accounting..... but does accounting love me? (but we all know how it turned out)
sis: -_-. eh how you know aa101 is a guy?
me: dont know leh, just feels like it lor.
me: but i think Biz law is a lady.
sis: AHAHA. then OB leh?
me: OB is definitely a man. =D
sis: i think you're too stressed.

you dont agree meh?! hahah.. some non living things just appears masculine or feminine. no wonder they came up with this concept for espanol and french etc anw... haha.

anw to add on to yanling's point about how much we both (high 5) hate the word 'cui'. for full effect pls read her entry (eh are u gonna pay me for advertising ahah), its hilarious!

anw what is the true meaning of cui?!! i really dont know esp when its used in every single context u can possibly find. i think it roughly means like "to be in a pathetic state" or smth to this effect right. but now no more. anything can be and will be cui. its meaning is reduced to a mere "any negative situation". overheard a conv today and the guy kept using it like its the only word in his vocab bank. i wonder why cus he looks quite english educated aniway.

him: yeah the cab fare frm ______ to _______ is about $____ (blanks cus i forgot the details)
him: cui!

..............

in what sense is it cui? it is simply EXPENSIVE. not to slam anyone who likes to use this word, i dont mind it every now and then but it definitely irks me if it is used for every single frigging thing. like ur com is cui, the light is cui, the air is cui, the ceiling is cui, ur imaginery friend is cui, everything under the sun, on top of the sun, things not in existence, they are all cui!!!!

omg hurhur. what an emotional entry.. must be the stress.

was talking to Z this morning. =D gahhhh, anw one thing to do before i die: go watch a live NBA game!!! hai so many things that i wanna do man.. and makes me think about going for exchange to experience all these too.... shall psycho people again to apply with me

phew what a long entry. ok no time to waste, bizlaw and dreadful FM here i come!

so do you think you are very funny?

strong personalities are damn hard to take, even harder to swallow.

please learn the proper etiquette of being around humans. stop edging the line because if you cross it, there's gonna be some hell to pay.

reminds me of friends: "u're so far past the line, you cant even see the line, the line is like a dot to you." LOL. random. that was a good line.. hahah pun.

exam fever man.. gotta stop slacking. cant wait for it to be over... tho it prob will before i even know it. 2 weeks is just too rush man. how to study when the following tuesday after our last tutorial week is exams. ok i can deal with the fact that there's no study break...but every paper being packed like sardines is just too irritating. cant even understand why ntu wanna chase us away so fast aniway.

oh ya f1 2009 has started.. previously sucky teams are now rising to the top, and ferrari is like scoring zero points? bummer.. i believe it's actually very interesting if not for the fact that my whole family supports raikonnen. ahha. looks like another tough season for him. and hamilton still sucks!!!!!! i really dont know how he can feel good winning points by lying.. glory is not forever boy!